life's never easy...

2009-06-22T15:05:00.002+08:00

Changing my blog's url with effect from today.

http://jinying-ee.blogspot.com/

2009-06-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Father's Day to all fathers.

i think my family tend to be more biased against fathers. just the way we celebrate mother's and father's day is simply so much different. we always celebrate this 2 occassions with my extended family and then we'll have a simple celebration on our own.

for mother's day this year, we went to Sakura for buffet and my sis bought a durian cake. but today, we had no plans for our father at all. we didnt even went out for a simple meal and we didnt even buy any cake at all. just see the difference and by our actions, it just shows how biased we are. i think my dad should be quite emo now cos even my mum went out to play mahjong instead of staying home. that's mistake on our part and we'll not repeat it again.

on a lighter note, i enjoyed the time spent crapping with my cousins for the past 2 days. haven seen them for like a month, and it's always nice catching up with all of them. we are all growing up and are getting more and more busy with our own lives but it's still great to be able to just put down everything for that few hours just to sit down together and laugh about anything possible. i'm a family kind of person so i love every moment spend with them, it's something that can never be bought with money no matter how rich you are. treasure the time with them because you dont have forever on this planet.

i'm not being emo here tonight in case you think i am.

congrats to peifen for receiving her letter from PSB, like finally after so many weeks. it's painful to be waiting and waiting and now, we're spared from the suffering of having to wait again. and we're gonna be schoolmates once again after the 2years long separation during jc. But i doubt we will bump into each other in school at all cos i study in the day and pf at night. but still, we are schoolmates laa. =)

had a small tiff with my bf but i guess that's always inevitable in a relationship. we all have our emo days and mood swings to deal with. and it does hurts a lot but at the same time, it probably make us bond even better and even closer. times like this dont always happen but when it happen, it really sucks. we're past a month and will be going into the 2nd month soon enough, i hope we are gonna get stronger, much more stronger.

finally decided to go register for basic theory test. intended to go private for the theory and will be taking the test on 10th July together with my sister. just reading through the handbook as many times as possible, no trial test nothing. hopefully can pass with the first try. pf and jh faster give me tips on what the popular qns are!! after BTT den can start to learn driving, so exciting! looking forward to it but at the same time, there's still fear la. fear of doing and learning something new. omgxzxzxz!

bye!

2009-06-17T12:35:00.003+08:00

yohoo!

been having durian feast for the past few days, durian for dinner or durian for dessert. cos my mum bought 20kg of durian when she went malaysia on sunday. but they brought like 10kg over to my ahma house, if not we can never finish it.

anyway, jh brought us down to nyp on monday to play badminton. we were not suppose to be playing there cos it's only open for their students but den we manage to sneak in successfully as nyp 'students'.

after that, left early with pf cos i need to meet my sister for lunch. yes, my sis is free for lunch-out everyday for an hour so we all take turns to go and find her for lunch.

went off about 5 to meet bf for dinner and movie. we watched Ghosts of girlfriends past and i thought it was just average. i could have choose to watch drag me to hell instead cos my sister said it was real scary and real funny. but my bf said that watching horror movies is a waste of money, but i think is because he's just scared and don dare to admit la. Hahah.

yesterday, i spent the whole day clearing my room and cupboard. finally, i overcome my laziness and decided to clear all my jc notes etc. yes, i kept all my notes up till yesterday. all the lecture notes, tutorials and files. hahah and i think everything weighs up to like 30kg.?? i don know how to deal with the books though, it's all quite clean and new but who wants it!! garang guni.

anyway, was damn bored and decided to listen to mrbrown's podcast and i think recently ones are all damn funny. go and check it out, especially the one on safe sex education and the funeral one. i swear you can laugh like crazy, good way to de-stress, not that i'm very stressed la but helping those who are stress.

ok la, enough. bye!

2009-06-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

i'm alone at home on a saturday night, how rare.

my mum went for her mahjong session as usual and my dad went to malaysia with my grandparents. my sis is working and my bro's family is out.

instead of feeling lonely and bored, i'm actually enjoying this quiet night very much. it's been very long since i have the chance to be at home myself with no one disturbing and having the whole house to myself for just this few hours. not that i'm a loner la, but times like this are needed once in a while.

at times like this, i get to sit down quietly and think about anything and everything. my parents are urging me to get a job and earn some money for my future expenses but here i am, doing nothing about it. i guess i'm just a big disappointment to them now. i brought newspapers today to look for jobs but i've yet to touch the papers yet. okay, i will go flip through the papers once i'm done blogging.

i neglected you quite a bit this few days and i'm truly sorry. i just really wasnt in the mood or it's just pure moodswing. i know i really made you worry and angry quite a bit but den again, i don mean it. i promise to be a better gf in time to come and will TRY not to piss you off again. thanks for putting up with my crap and giving in to me again and again.

lastly, i'm really going to look for a job on the papers now. hope i can get one and start like as soon as possible. stop wasting time jinying! bye!

2009-06-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

wanted to post some pics from my jarkata trip but i have posted those photos on my facebook instead and so i'm lazy to post it here again.

went to watch monsters vs alien just now and i was almost falling asleep actually. i never liked watching this kind of movies in cinema, waste of money. but since it's free, i just went in to sleep instead. more new movies screening from today onwards and in the next few weeks. most anticipated movie event of the year, transformers!

i have been procrastinating a lot lately, i wanted to get a job like as soon as possible but i'm not bothered to flip newspapers. i think by the time i wanna seriously go get a part-time job, school will be starting soon. the person-in-charged told me that she will be informing about orientation and all other admin stuff. it's been 2years since i last had an orientation, now it's all about making new friends once again. not very sure what's installed for me in the next few months, hope everything will turn out just great. =)

came across this song yesterday and the lyrics are so damn meaningful to me.

lessons learned by Carrie Underwood

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo.
Some things,I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
When life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were, Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
And everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,I never should have taken,
Been some signs I didn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,Lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
Are the things that make you strong!
You can't change the past, Cause it's gone.
And you just gotta move on,
Because it's all
Lessons learned.

though time cannot be turned back, but at least i did learn from my failure and what doesnt kills me only makes me a stronger person. a much more stronger person than before. i may have screwed up my a's and didnt do well enough to get into a local uni but it's all past and i've moved on. i'm looking forward to something new and fresh and definitely looking forward to school starting in august once again. it's good to be a student rather than working i believe.

okay! bye!

2009-06-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Jarkata!

and pf didnt even know i actually went to jarkata last friday, she thought it was this coming friday! thanks ar, pf!

the weather there is like even hotter than singapore and the environment is quite polluted and the traffic there was horrible. there are few traffic lights across the whole street and ppl just cross the road randomly. they have frequent traffic jams, especially bad on weekdays because of the ppl going to and fro to work. we had our own driver who seriously got no patience man. he drives really fast and keep sounding the honk whenever the car infront slows down or is blocking his way. it's quite dangerous actually.

i saw a young boy(younger than my nephew who's 5) going car to car begging for money in the middle of the road during a traffic jam. i saw a man who's half-blind begging for money while cars are moving. i see people selling snacks/papers/water just to earn a living and they go from car to car to sell it. but, no one ever gives the poor any money and no one bother to buy anything as well.

we must not take things for granted and learn to appreciate everything that we have. looking at the young boy begging for money in the middle of the road is really a very sad situation. he could have been knocked down by reckless drivers that may be speeding but still, he needed to beg for money because he's extremely poor(i think) from what he's wearing. we must be contented for what our parents are giving and have gave us and not complain about anything under the sun. we have a proper shelther and nice clothes to wear which many of them dont have.

perhaps you wont get my point until you really see it with your own bare eyes; the kind of pain that they're suffering is something that we can never understand. which is why we should start to count our blessings now. we're so much more fortunate compared to them. we are blessed, so much blessed in fact. living in a completely different city for just a few days really helped me realise many things.

i realised that i'm a very fortunate girl to have such loving family and friends. i have a family who is willing to give all out just to put me through university. i have brothers and sisters who pamper me with lots of love and present at times. i have parents who are working hard just to give me a better life(material and emotionally). i have friends whom i can talk with and approach in times of need. i have a bf who's loving me now and always giving in to me.

i should just start appreciating everyone and everything around me. this trip was really an eye-opening one for me. so much so that i learn valuable life lessons, lessons that can never be learn in classrooms and can only be taught through real-life experiences.

well, the trip was basically very short and we did shopping everyday. right from the moment we reached, we had a meal and started shopping. actually, the shopping malls are very much the same in singapore just that they have more levels. mostly branded stuffs and their LV was really super big compared to the one in spore, some more don need to queue to go in; the door is open big for customers to go in.

on the 2nd day, my bro's wife father(not gf already, is wife now) treated us to dinner at this super grand restaurant. it was authentic local indonesian food and it was super nice, not what you normally get in singapore. den can order our own main course and dessert. its really too high class until we don dare to take pictures. my bro say cannot camwhore because very malu. so i don hav any pic of the restaurant.

but we went to their house on the last day and i swear i thought i was in museum. their place was full of sculptures and whatever stuffs la. even singapore may also not be able to find this kind of house with so many art pieces. my sis bf got take pics of it, maybe i can upload another day. their dinner table is long like dunno what, just like the little nyonya show that dining table.

very exaggerating to see this in real life, other than on tv. and they wear shoes at home one okay, don need to take off at all. the maids must have a hard time cleaning the house everyday, already big enough den still wear shoes and walk inside. their house is really freaking big la, dunno how to describe.

anyway, i didnt really buy much things over there. my sis got me a nike bag which was quite cheap only aout 20plus. the sports brand there like nike and adidas is so much cheaper there okay. same product but much much cheaper there. but i only got a nike bag and that's all cos i didnt wanna spend so much money. =)

i think there's nothing much there if you don like shopping. cos it's really just shopping and shopping. i was super tired when i got back, i just sleep my whole day away today and do nothing else. i think it's time i start looking for a part-time job now. earn money to support myself!!

i miss you like so much baby. our first mth is coming and you will be in camp, how great!!

bye!

2009-06-02T18:14:00.002+08:00

i'm back again!

i was quite down when i was posting the previous entry. because i was badly hit by the news that came. and i had second thoughts about whether i should be really studying at private uni. it's a kind of bad feeling that i have inside of me which i doubt many can understand unless you're in the same situation as me.. but pf understood it and thanks for that encouraging advice you given me, i really thank you for talking it out with me.

and now, i'm finally feeling more relaxed because i'm glad for... well, as long as i know it in my heart then it's enough! i appreciate my sis and mum's effort in trying to help me get through this hurdle which i thought we couldnt handle. they're trying and giving in everything they have just to pull me through and i feel so loved and promise to work hard for them.

this is not gonna be an empty promise, trust me. my mum has been very supportive of me all along and she told me just now to study hard this time and really make every cents worth it. i totally love my mum to bits!!

anyway, i've made the payment of $668++ to retake alevels this year few months back. but i wont be retaking anymore and so we're getting full refund!! YAY. full refund because i got accepted into PSB Academy. i was still quite afraid that we wont be able to get the money back and i will be wasting that few hundred dollars just like that. but but, i emailed MOE yesterday and they told me i can get back the full refund. FULL. how good is that, so efficient.

making a trip down to PSB Academy tmr to submit all the forms and make payment for school fees. private uni really cost a bomb! we have to pay $11k tmr. wow, if only the money drops from the sky or something tonight. den it'll be so miracle! hahah just kidding la, money matters have been settled. i'm glad my family stands by me. i know i've repeated this a few times but i really feel so greatful. and no one can understand how i feel inside now. it's just pure joy.

Jarkata in a few days time. reading about the news of the France airplane that WENT MISSING made me extremely scare of taking any plane now. i mean such a big plane can go missing in the air and still cant be found, it's really frightening. i hope that our flight will be a smooth and safe one, i really hope!

and i think it's time i should start working now. earn more pocket money for my own expenses while i'm in uni. and if i need to get a laptop, then all the more i should start earning money. i do feel bad about it when my family already has to pay for the fees which is &!#$@#!. So, i have to play my part as well. lighten the burden.

my phone is screwed anyway. messages that you sent tonight may only be received in the next morning. or messages ppl sent in the morning, i only received at night. to hell with my phone, it's full of problems! zzz

2009-05-29T22:49:00.002+08:00

it is confirmed that i've got accepted into PSB Academy.

somehow or rather, this was the only choice for me becuase i have totally zero chances of getting into a local university. it is true that i'm indeed very contented that at least i have an alternative path to choose. but something still bothers me, very much and it's affecting me quite a lot to be honest. but i know that there will be a way out and i will be fine again soon.

also at times like this, certain situation just prove to me why i treat someone the way i do and i don feel bad at all. i treat him like he owe me a million dollars and talk to him in a way that was deemed as rude in every other's point. but after today, i feel that he deserves it and i dont see any point in respecting though i know i should. i know i will regret this one day but at this moment, i'm in a totally cant-be-bothered mood.

i'm sorry baby, to have made you worry like hell and spoil your day when you finally get to enjoy a day out with your friends by sending you such a %#!@&$ message. you know i didnt mean to and it's a once in a while mood swing thing so yeah... thanks for being so understanding and still giving in to me even though i was being so so ridiculous and even when i seem to be venting my frustration on you. i'm really sorry and i really appreciate the effort you put in to make me feel better. thankyou myboy, i know i didnt love you for nothing!

keeping unhappy moments aside, i really wish that i can strike 4D tmr and then everything will be solve. if only it was this easy to strike 4D, den many aunties and uncles in spore will be getting rich overnight. but please ah guanying mah, i wanna strike 4D because i wanna pay for my school fees without having to bother others. not because i wanna buy branded stuffs and spend them on leisure. so please bless me with the luck so that whatever number i buy tmr will be on the television screen. Ridiculous request but i still hope it really comes true. hahaha!!

today is such a bad day. but whatever it is, tmr is a new day and everything will be fine. let me have a better day tomorrow please. my stupid boy needs to rehearse for this year's NDP and cannot meet me tmr, great.

BYE!

2009-05-29T00:19:00.002+08:00

hello!

it's 12.20am and i cant sleep. it may be very early for some of you but to me, it's suppose to be my sleeping time now. i guess i've just slept too much in the afternoon and so i have to resort to blogging at this time.

anyway, good news for myself. The admission officer in charge of my admission into PSB Academy sent me a message in the afternoon and told me that the letter of offer has just been mailed to me. and from what i read, i think i've been accepted into PSB Academy if i didnt interpret the message wrongly. anyway, i applied for Bachelor of Business(marketing & tourism) and this course is under University of Newcastle. NOT LIVERPOOL AR PF!!! and if everything goes well, i'll be starting school(again) in august. prays hard for everything to go on smoothly.

i would really appreciate if everyone can stop asking me if i've been accepted by ntu/nus. let me just say it here once and for all, i've been REJECTED by BOTH NTU AND NUS! yes, i've been rejected by them and that's it. i'm going private uni, fullstop. i'm so not ashamed of it because to me, i'm sure i can still get a job when i graduate. whatever it is, life goes on and i'm happy now.

and to peifen! hey, don worry too much okay. i'm sure you will get accepted into PSB together with me and den we would be celebrating because both of us will be schoolmates once again after the 2years of separation in jc. whatever happens, there will always be a way out. and yes you're right, you need to stay positive and optimistic. i'm so damn sure you are going to make it and get into that course!! just wait patiently, perhaps the letter of acceptance is still on its way from the Uni of Western Australia and has just yet to reach Singapore yet. yup, so keep your fingers crossed and i'll be praying hard for you too! =) cheers!

and lastly, just something to share with you guys(girls). i'm currently attached now but didnt wanna say it out immediately because i hope to tell you all when things are slightly more stablised and when i find that the time is right. Don harass me to reveal who he is because i wouldnt say but if you can catch me on the streets den good for you! He used to be my pri sch friend and he is still currently serving NS and we only get to meet like once a week and maybe more when he get nights out. am a happy blessed girl now with extra love from myboy and news that makes my day!

JARKATA in another 8days time! woohoo! anything to buy from the airport can inform me, alcohol or whatever it is. i hope that i can find something suitable for the girls and myboy if time allows us to go shopping for say at least a day, please. and even my sis bf is joining us, wow! but a pity it's only a few days trip. well, better than nothing right!

okay. that's all. blogging seriously can help kill a lot of time man! i just spend 45mins blogging away. now it's time to sleep! goodbye and goodnight!

2009-05-26T16:02:00.002+08:00

hello!

i actually forget to wish pf happy bday in person yesterday even though we met up! So sorry but still you know it even though i may not have say it out loud to you. i promise presents coming up soon, maybe even something special from jarkata if i can find one!

so yes, went to catch night at the museum2 yesterday with the girls. i missed the first one so i dont really know if the 2nd one was better than the first. but i think the 2nd one was not bad, i like this kind of movie. don need to think too hard, just watch and laugh! before movie, went to swensens and eat cos pf bday and she can get the free ice-cream. but they requested the person not to sing song and light the candle at all. LOL but able to sit down together and chat(gossip) is great.

and i realised i'm going to jarkata next week already. i was still thinking there will be 2 more weeks before i'm going and i was telling my sister to take her time to pack cos we still got a lot of time. but then, it's just a short trip and we don really need to bring many things. just 2 sets of clothes is enough. anyway, i'm leaving on 5th june which is next friday. but will be back in a blink of an eye.

bye!

jiajing, i know you're reading this. i've sent you an email and i hope you have read through it and get back to me soon! i'm sorry but no hard feelings okay!

2009-05-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

i opened the letterbox today and saw a letter addressesd to me from NTU.

as much as i expected myself to be rejected by them, there was still a part in me hoping that a miracle would somehow fall on me; and that i would be reading the letter and jumping cos they accepted me. but the truth is i've been rejected by them, and they've even put it in a very nice way saying that rejecting us was a difficult decision. thanks man!!

no doubt that i've expected this myself, but i still do feel kind of disappointed after reading the letter. well, it's okay and i've accepted it and am totally fine. we all gotta move on, right? anyway, now i just hope to receive something more positive from psb. similarly, no news from nus doesnt mean good news. i think the rejetion letter from nus is now in the postman's hand and has yet to find its way to my letterbox, but maybe soon.

i really hate the fact that we're judged by a piece of paper, we are defined and judged upon by a piece of paper. i really wish i can just make do without it but apparently, it's impossible. i'm loving every part of my life, except this part about not being able to obtain that piece of certificate which more or less decide my future. screw it!!!

i'm totally fine, just a short ranting. i'm looking forward to taking the plane again though i dislike taking it. it makes me urgent(for toilet) but couldnt release when i go to the toilet. and i try not to drink and go toilet before boardin the plane but it still doesnt helps. luckily enough, the duration of the flight to Jarkata is only 2hours. compared to the 4.5hours flight to Taiwan, it's much more shorter. =D

okay, here's an advanced greeting for my dear peifen. happy 19th birthday! hope that the both of us will get into psb together! 7th year into our friendship and counting on, i'm really glad you were here with me during the darker days this year. stay happy always, my dear!

bye!

2009-05-22T10:38:00.002+08:00

i'm going to Jarkata in 2 weeks from now! but it's a ultra short trip because my sis cannot afford to take too many off days. cos she already took too many off days for our taiwan trip, soo this trip will jus be 3days.

basically, my mum has to help my bro's gf to wear a necklece or sth cos they're getting married. yeah, my first bro is getting married next year june at Grand Hyatt. they're not even going to the ROM cos they are inviting the person to do it at the hotel on the night of the dinner. soooo cool.

And so it also means that it's time to go on a healthy diet and more exercise to lose those excess fats(weight) so that i can wear something more formal compared to what i wore for my 2nd bro's wedding. back then i was still quite young so i just wear whatever my sis or mum asked me to. yes, time to implement the losing-weight-plan together with my sister!

If possible, i may be going to the Bintan resort in june too? but it's yet to be confirm, my 2nd bro is still checking out the prices and stuff. my uncle and aunts are going on a cruise also in june and they're asking if we wanna go but the price is $300+ for a person. i'm not sure if my family's going, haven decide yet! june will be so happening if we're also going to Bintan and the cruise besides going Indonesia. i hope i wont have to be quaratined at aloha loyang when i return from jarkata. LOL

anyway, my bro has found a buyer for his house and he's upgrading to a five-room flat now. and the new house that he bought is just so nice. no renovations needed cos everything is still new and they owner even hired a designer to design their house. my bro just decided to buy it down the very first time he went to view the flat. don need to hesitate one. but his whole family will be moving to stay at my house for 2months before moving to the new one. i think my house will be in chaos everyday. just wait and see!

okay, i'm so bored. bye!

2009-05-21T10:44:00.002+08:00

Hello!!

for the past one week, i did many things and spent lots of money. and i also did some exercising.

last saturday, went to east coast park for cycling with my Sis+BF and Bro+wife and nephew for 2hours. i think it's because i haven cycled for too long or jus because the bicycle seat was really very hard, my butt really super pain after cycling for jus 30mins. but not only mine, everyone else also pain. hahaha
after cycling, we went to Suntec and bought roller blades at Carrefour! we have been considering for quite a long time whether to buy anot, so in the end we just bought it. i bought a more expensive one but we really pay for quality. my sis bought one which was 30+ and the wheels was not smooth at all, very difficult to skate. while mine is sooo much better.
den for past few days, we've been going downstairs to blade. it's really fun especially when i see my sis falling down, i can laugh non-stop.

bought dvds too. bride wars, marley and me, coming soon, the bank job and few more others so as to kill time at home! but i've finished watching most of it already. i wanna go watch movies! i haven watch angels and demon. night at the museum2 is out, the conspiracy is also out. all this means money flowing out.

oh ya! i strike 4D last week!!! but also no use, the money almost spend finish. i spend half of it treating my family a sumptous dinner. all delivery one. pizzahut, kfc and the 933 Golden Pillow. but i also keep some left to treat the girls to watch movie. got extra money must share the joy. striking 4D to me is extra income.

you wanna know how i strike 4D?!! Okay here it goes, i woke up in the morning and my eyelid keep jumping and sooo i was thinking maybe today is my lucky day. so when my mom come back from work and asked me if i wanna buy 4D, i say yes. and ta da, i spend $8 on it and strike $250. means i earn $242, better than nothing.

and tmr toto BIG PRIZE okay, if you haven buy before den you shld try cos you may have beginner's luck. but well, i don buy toto cos i think it's harder to strike than 4D! So goodluck to all those who are buying, remember me when you strike the first prize ah! especially jh!

yesterday i went SGH with my sis for her check up and the radiographer scare her. short story but i'm still lazy to share. after that went to causeway to shop. because GSS is starting or has already started for some! my sis received sms from BodyShop and she immdiately just go down and she spend $130++ lik so shiok. just take anything she want, don need to worry about the price. den we went bossini and i spend $170++
just the start and got a big hole in the bank already. i swear i cannot bring my nets card when i go out, if not i'll just keep spending. and now i'm afraid to look into my bank account for the balance, i think i'll get a big shock.

okay, a super wordy post. bye!

2009-05-13T12:37:00.002+08:00

hello!

been watching quite a number of movies for the past 1 week.
`Horsemen
`the uninvited
`star trek
`X-men Origins:Wolverine

out of this 4 movies that i watch, i would recommend star trek which is of course, the best among those. horsemen was disappointing because the ending was (unknown), or to me there isnt even any proper ending. X-men was similarly, disappointing too. the uninvited was very similar to another korean show, sisters. but the scary factor is there, there are still scary parts that maked me jumped in my seat. Star Trek??? go watch it yourself, it's nice.
many more new movies coming up soon. angels&demons is one of them and coming up in june which is the mostly anticipated show will be Transformers!!

anyway, went down to PSB Academy yesterday together with pf. before that, went to MOE to buy my results slip because i lost mine. i threw it away you know! tell me, how smart can i be. So, application for PSB has been sent out by the person in charge of my admission. and she told me that i will be informed regarding the postings in about 3-4weeks time and i hope i'll receive something positive this time round, please.

and this is so belated, but thanks pf for the treat that cost a bomb. it was great! =)) and if there are no changes to current plan, i may be going jarkata in june with my family to visit my bro.
alright, that's all for today. bye!

2009-05-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

Hello all!

as usual, i've been slacking away. spending time at home doing almost nothing. i know this is so unproductive and wasting time, everyone is telling me that. but at least i did some research on private uni, which i'm already planning to register. it seems that if i'm going to wait any further for letters from ntu/nus, i think i will end up nowhere in months to come if i don start doing something.

So i researched on PSB Academy and MDIS and found a few courses that i'm interested in and so i've took action and the admission officer from PSB has got back to me last week. and she's asking me to travel down to the campus next week to meet her to process my application. at least i don feel so lost now, lost as in no place is gonna accept me and i'm only gonna end up with a pathetic a-level cert. no no, that's not going to be the case now. =D

anyway, there was this GIANT cockroach which fly into my house just now. it's really super big okay, i have never seen before such a big sized cockroach. and the moment it fly in, my sis and nephew and me just open the gate and ran out of the house and also closed the wooden door so that it cant fly out. den left the rest of my family inside the house and my bro killed the cockroach for us in the end, bravo!

recently, i manage to get back in touch with one of my pri school friend and it's really great. basically, i've lost touch with every single pri school friend of mine and getting one back is seriously, great. in fact, far more than great. never have i thought of being able to find my pri school friend back. and i would treasure my friend better now and take the initiative to meet up once in a while.

now that i have a tv in my room together with a dvd player. i can really stay in my room for the whole day cos there's everything that i need. tv, dvd player and comp. just that lack of cable tv only, if not it will really be my hiding place everyday at home. heh
OKAY, now i gotta go. bye!

2009-04-22T20:08:00.004+08:00

no news from any uni is seriously, very bad.
i'm spending time away doing many meaningless stuffs. the waiting period really sucks big time because it appears to me that my future is really uncertain now.

i was thinking of other options and would probably be doing more research on private unis soon. actually, i registered to retake alevels again this year but somehow i felt that this decision was made without careful and thorough thinking. So i'm not really sure if i should sit for it again, because i have totally no confidence at all. well, i should really think through it this time. my parents were kind of disappointed when i told them i might not wanna retake. well, i think i know myself best and i'm afraid disappointments will be hard to avoid this time.

ever since i got back from Taiwan, my life has been revolving around reading novels and watching dvds on a daily basis. i just finished one season of Heros and i think i'll be getting the next season(3) on dvd soon. watched a couple of movies during the past 2weeks. confessions of a shopaholic, 12rounds which i think was a great movie and few others(?) which i cant recalled. and also watched 17again yesterday on my sis' off day. the theatre was filled with 90% students who can laugh when there wasnt anything funny so it gets quite irritating. zzz

oh, and i went to the zoo last sunday with my family. it's fine to go the zoo once in 5years cos nothing much really changes. and because of the white tiger incident, when we were watching the feeding session of the tigers, i heard so many funny remarks. there were ppl saying "this is the most famous tigers on youtube", and a kid was asking his parents "den what happened to the man who jumped in now?" after his parents told him abt the incident and the parents replied "of course die already lah, if not still inside living with the tigers meh", what interesting parents huh. LOL and they now added this new boat ride thingy which was pretty err.. no comments. i think it's great for tourists though. took many pics, but lazy to post them up. =)

and so i spent today cleaning up the whole house. i spend most days alone at home and so i suppose it's best to do cleaning when no one's else at home. AND!!! when i wanted to take the pail to fill up with water so as to mop the floor, i found a FREAKING BIG COCKROACH hiding in the pail. i was shocked for a moment but i don know where i got the courage from, i decided to kill the cockroach using my own way. i put down the pail hoping that it wont come out, and i just quickly grab the shower head and on the tap to the maximum hotness so that it's hot enough to cook(kill) the cockroach. and during the process, the cockroach made several attempts to escape from the pail but failed to. HAHA
i swear it was such a good experience, killing it and den flush it down the toilet bowl. i know this is sick but... i couldnt help it but am proud of myself cos i can imagine if my sis were the one who saw it, she will be screaming for help and hide in the room and cry(which she did on one incident). LOL

okayy, that's all for today. quite a lengthy post, full of words. bye!

2009-04-15T10:40:00.010+08:00

More pictures from my Taiwan trip(after a freaking long time, i know!).
Enjoy the pictures!

yangmingshan

we were lucky to be able to see sakura.

more sakura...

nice view(looks fake, but not!)

it's a clock made with flowers.

we can pluck flowers!

see how much we've plucked.

a volcano that have alr erupted

this place stinks like hell.

ye-liu.

the wind was super strong and we were freezin cold.

jiu-fen's must-try dessert?

streets of ximending.

standing & eating on the street.

MUST TRY!!! it's superb.

xi men hong lou.

panda cycling.

ximending

dessert again! a bowl is one person's portion okay! soo, their portion of food there is really kind of big. means you cant order each person one cos you wont be able to finish everything alone.

and this pretty sums up my whole Taiwan trip. and i'm looking forward to another trip to taiwan again. this trip was kind of too short and we didnt had time to finish going to the places in Taipei. so we didnt went out of taipei to places like taizhong/kaoshiong etc. if you have plans of going to taiwan, i think you can go between feb-march when the weather there is cooling but not too cold. nice weather to shop at the night markets and street-like shopping heaven like wufenpu and ximending(ideal places for girls).

anyway, now that the fun is over. i'm looking forward to receiving letters from uni. it's such a torture to keep on waiting and waiting with no news at all. totally sian-ed.

okay! back to watching Heros, season2 now. watching dvd is really the best now, kills time easily! bye!

2009-03-31T21:48:00.010+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE.
i'm back from taiwan last sat night, the trip was superb.
everything was great there. the weather was just nice, cooling and quite cold if it rains.
the food there was omg-delicious, i'm starting to miss the super big chicken chop at Shilin night market that only cost less than S$2.50.
the prices of many things(except branded) are cheaper compared to ours. it's really good if you wanna shop till you drop.
basically, our entire trip was just about shopping and eating and a day of sightseeing. and the people there are really nice. you know what?! they queue up for MRT ok, they actually had lines drawn at the platform there and everyone will just queue up one by one. not like Sg where everyone rush in when the train arrived. isnt it great???
So i bought many many tees and 2pairs of shoes and a bag and some simple gifts. if only i could ta-pao the chicken chop back! LOL

i think it's better to let the pictures do the talking. but there are really too many pictures for me to post up all at once so i'll upload some today first and the rest, probably another day!
enjoy the pictures!

Shilin Night Market

the famous fried oyster we always see on tv!

breakfast!

streets there in the morning.

Taipei 101

one of the 107 cows found across the whole of Taipei.

New York New York Shopping centre.

Wu Fen Pu(the place where many go for cheap bargains for clothes and shoes etc!)

it's like tako? but double the size you get it in Singapore.

Clothes bought at Wu Fen Pu, enough to open a stall at pasar malam. and it's only the 2nd or 3rd day and they already bought so much things!

OKAY that's all i have for today. i have hundreds of pics more to show. =)

BYE!

I MISSSSS TAIWAN NOW.....

2009-03-22T12:18:00.002+08:00

my 220th post!

yay, i'm leaving for taiwan tmr morning!! great, but i haven even really started packing at all. wanted to wait for my sis so that we could pack together but she's out everyday and even when we're leaving tmr, she still got events today. i guess we can only start packing later in the day.
and i think the weather there is starting to turn slightly hot now but i think it's still cooler than singapore? hopefully.

had a wonderful lunch at town yesterday with my family, celebrating my father's birthday. an advanced celebration because we'll be in taiwan on the actual day. ate so much to the extent that we have to force ourselves to finish everything. great family day!

as for now... i gotta start to organise my own things first so that it will be easier to pack into the luggage later. soo, goodbye! i'll miss all of you! will be back on the 28th! =)

2009-03-09T13:15:00.002+08:00

past few days have been a rollercoaster ride for me. filled with ups and downs, mostly downs though and i guess you know why. for the first time, i've had the chance(which i dont really want) to experience the underlying meaning behind the word, failure. but it only makes me a stronger person and i will move on. i appreciate the unconditional love and support i get from everyone, my family and friends. thanks for the heart-warming advice and messages from you guys, and now i've gotten over it. and i'm not ashamed to say that i wont be able get into a local uni with my results because i know i tried, perhaps it(effort) wasnt enough and all came too late. but i've got no regrets and through this, i've learnt a great lesson and i know what i should be doing in the near future. thanks to all who stand by me; your simple words of encouragement meant a lot to me.

now, i'm really looking forward to the Taiwan trip. 2weeks later on this day at this time, i will be on the plane already. i'm hoping to enjoy myself to the fullest with no worries at all and shop at every possible place that we can go to! If you have anything that you would like me to help you buy from taiwan, just msn/sms me. i'll be more than willing to help! =)

i'm going to prepare for work now! but i would like to end my post with something meaningful and motivating. i find it very true, especially when i read it now. it's a poster that i bought last year to motivate myself. reading it now, gives me a totally different experience.

Life Isn't Always Easy
by Mary A.Rothman

Life can be unfair at times
when you must maintain faith
And never let go.

It is especially during the difficult times
that you must live your life
to its fullest potential.
Those are the times to triumph over circumstances.
with Hope and Courage.

Life isn't always easy,
but if you keep going and persevere
to the very best of your ability,
you will gain strength to manage
the new challeges ahead.

Each goal that you reach,
is another important step forward.

Believe that there are
bright and wonderful days
ahead for you and you will find them.

2009-02-28T13:21:00.002+08:00

yohoo!
okay, i've been missing for few weeks. because i've finally started working since last week. working at my uncle's shop and it's great because i've got great colleagues that i can chit-chat with and joke with. it makes working less of a chore and less tiring.

as quoted from quite a number of ppl's blog. i heard that alevel results will be released on 6th march which is next coming friday. reality is sinking in, our future will be decided by the grades we get. nonetheless, i hope for the best for all of us.

on the brighter side, i'll be getting my pay soon. but i'll put some of the money in my bank cos my bank is getting... you know. and the rest of the money will be used for my expenses in taiwan. Yes! i'm getting more excited as days pass because it means that i'll be going to taiwan soon. regardless of my results, i'll just enjoy myself thoroughly in taiwan. 3 more weeks!

this is just a quick update. i gotta go prepare for work now, am working 3pm everyday except sunday. my one and only off day for me to rest. bye!

2009-02-13T18:35:00.005+08:00

Chinese new year is over, so quickly. this year's new year was pretty different, the atmoshpere was not really the same as before. i don know exactly in what way, but it's just the feeling.

life for the past 1 month ever since we stepped into 2009 has been very smooth, nothing much happened. and i hasnt fulfilled anything at all. i wanted to do something more meaningful now but i don know what. i have several suggestions in mind but i've yet to make a decision. i could probably learn a musical instrument like guitar. but having learnt piano and violin before and of which both i gave up halfway proves that learning musical instrument may not really be suitable for me. or i could go for volunteering. helps me kill time and at the same time, contributing back to the society. for this, i've already applied and i'm waiting for replies from various organisations.
most people around me are going to or have already taken BTT, so i guess i should go and register soon; together with my sister.

For the past few days, i've been researching everything i can about Taipei. all the shopping malls available, the transportation system there and planning on the places we can go to in each day. and so far, i've figured out that with the MRT system in taipei, we can go to many places. in fact, too much places for us to go in a 6D5N trip. there's really too many shopping malls there for us to finish shopping every single one. also, most of the shopping malls there somehow have at least 5 levels and some even have up to 10 levels, it's really crazy. went to kino and brought 2 guide books on taipei, it certainly help a lot in my planning. as such, i'm really looking forward to the trip.

on the other hand, the much dreaded release of alevel results will be here soon i believe. well, time to face the reality that's most of the time, cruel and harsh. accept.. so it set me thinking what i should pursue in uni. perhaps i'm being quite positive and have the mentality that i'll definitely get into uni but seriously, i'm not. i have zero confidence about my results, absolutely zero. but it doesnt hurts to think, right? and someone told me about following your interest and not passion and i got confused. honestly speaking, i didnt thought of any difference between the 2; to me, it's the same thing. but i was wrong and i was enlighten after the long talking session.

and congrats to pf, for getting the job. nice one! my big bro will be getting married at the end of this year, another much anticipated event for my family. congrats!
lastly, Happy Valentine's day to everyone, with or without loved one!

below is for my friend, hjj. don bother to read this if you're not hjj, please give me some respect. and i thank you for that. =)

2009-02-04T18:34:00.003+08:00

Steamboat tmr! woohoo!
when i'm sick. Totally wrong timing but who cares! just enjoy.

it's finally raining after so many days. this is random but yes, it's something that i've been observing. HAHA make no sense now.

okay, dinner time!

2009-02-03T17:08:00.002+08:00

i've somehow fallen sick again. must be due to all the cny goodies and lack-of-sleep. my head has been continuously spinning the whole day, i'm just so sick now.

i may be going to work next week so as to earn some money for my expenses in taiwan. yes, i really need the money badly so that i can spend it in taiwan. first time travelling, it's a waste if i don have enough $$ to spend over there. though it's not a long trip, i still believe that we girls can spend like nobody's business once we're over there. cos our trip will be all about shopping and eating and MORE shopping and MORE eating. =D

i may be sick now, but at the thought of being able to go overseas just make me feels better a little. and alevel results will be out in perhaps about a month's time? i really dread it, seriously. the fear is surfacing as each day passes, i just wished i could skip it or maybe receive my results after the taiwan trip, which is highly impossible! face it.

now, it's time to go and rest again. i've been sleeping the whole day, the only time that i wont feel my head spinning. let me recover by tmr, please!

2009-01-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

yohoo!!!

i'm so excited because i'm going to TAIWAN!!!

it's confirmed and i'll be going over in march, from 23rd to 28th. ISNT IT COOL!!
time to envy me now esp PF! whahaha.. i'm gonna save up all my money and shop till i drop in taiwan. this is actually the first time i'll be taking a plane and hell yes, i'm soooo looking forward to the trip. though i believe it will be after the release of alvls results. whatever, i'm just going to enjoy myself to the fullest over there!

well, there's still 1mth+ before the trip. so i shall not get so excited over it, but i'm hoping that time will pass faster and 23rd march will be tmr. HAHA ok dreaming again.

don worry though, all my good friends will receive presents from me, every single one okay. i buy back all the muah ji for pf. HAHAHA yeah, she ask me to buy more muah ji for her. so greedy. LOL

okay! i'm going to continue on reading my book now. cya!

4more days!

2009-01-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone!

2 days of holiday is over just lik that, pretty fast.
all the bai nian and taking photos etc was great, spending time with my extended family was simply awesome. though we spend most of the time slacking around, watching tv. as every year, family photo taking was tough, tough as in you know it's hot and everyone have to squeeze. yeah but it was well taken!
took lots of photos with my cousins, shall upload them another day when i got nothing to do. heh
and today, as usual was house hopping, from one house to the other. of cos it was great.

oh ya! and i'm so looking forward to march! cos i'll most probably be going to taiwan in march for holiday-ing! with my sis and my cousin. i think it'll be great.. we don hav to spend money on hotels etc cos we can stay in our uncle's house, so cool man! plus there may be someone driving us around, isnt it great! yes, gonna start saving money for the trip!! =)

alright, just reached home, gonna bath now! bye!

i miss you!!

2009-01-24T14:19:00.003+08:00

yohoO!!

just 2more days and cny is here!

anyway, went out yesterday with the intention of not spending any money but i think in the end i spend more than peihoon. keep use nets until so happy, without having to care abt the amount left inside. this is bad!
bought several dvds and books to kill time, spent like 60bucks in a day. money so hard to earn, yet i just spend like nobody's business. grr!!

yes i'm finally done with all the cleaning of house and stuffs, like finally! i did it all on my own and i'm so damn proud of myself. whaha..!! shall go buy all the new year goodies and more sweet and more drinks! yeah, i love cny. though it always make me grow more horizontally because of all the non-stop munching of tidbits and goodies. but once in a year, so who cares!

and lastly, this is for you, hanjiajing! hope you have much fun and that your trip will be safe and warm enough for you ok! and i will see you back in singapore like a week or more later, hopefully in one piece and i wont put aeroplane laa(never at all). hahaha! and i'll miss you! =)

happy chinese new year to all !

2009-01-20T20:13:00.002+08:00

yo!!

been sometime since i last updated. have been spending most of my time cleaning up the house, all by myself cos the rest all working. sian!

anyway, cny is coming in less than a week's time! and i'm so looking forward to it. but somehow i don have the new year atmosphere this year. no decorating of my hse this year, unlike previous years.. but still got few days left, so still not too late to go and buy all those stuffs.

alright, time to watch tv now!
have fun cleaning up your house eh! Bye!

2009-01-09T23:15:00.003+08:00

went to watch Red Cliff 2 today and it was great! and pf you mus regret for not watching it, ok that was just a joke. den shopped around in metro for awhile before returning home.

back to thursday. went to kbox with them and we did illegal stuff. okay, not very wrong la. we just brought in outside food and eat secretly in the room one by one. first time have to eat until so secretly, pathetic. and when we're leaving, jh actually... okay, she said we're not supposed to blog about it. HAHA den jh sang quite a number of old songs but the one song she sang that left a deep impression in me was calcutta or something. me and pf were like laughing non-stop and she could actually even finish singing the whole song. the mv was funny la.

i've spent a lot of money the past few days and i'm so broke now! OKAY, no more spending of money. GOOD NEWS here. i'm going for a interview at fish and co together with pf.! lol. if the interview is successful den we'll be working at sembawang shopping centre's outlet. i hope it's successful for both of us so we can work together and work will be more fun!

okay, that's all.

go and watch RED CLIFF 2 people, it's really nice!

bye!

2009-01-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

yo!

okay. been watching several dvds at home for the past few days, few movies that were like some years ago. all of which are nice, go and watch it if you can get hold of it ok!!
i watched ladder 49, the holiday, love actually, elizabethtown and the girl next door. actually i watched love actually before but i still watched it another time, never get tired of this show.
out of the 4 that i've watched, i think the ONE that i really like is ladder 49! it's a very touching show, go and google it if you don know what it's about! cos you're missing a good show if you haven watch it before!

hmm...
tmr's a day out with my sister i guess. going town to get something with my sister and probably going to shop for new year shoe!
and thursday, going to kbox with the girls. uh huh! been more than a year since i went kbox. i don really sing but i enjoy listening and watching them sing instead. afterall, the fun is there because of the company itself. anything, anywhere is fun as long as there's pf and jh, my joker friends. =)

and i must mention this, i thought little nyonya's ending was not quite good. i mean i got many questions popping out when the show ended. i have no idea where did the paul end up in the end, how the hell did yueniang escaped when the whole hut house was on fire and it collasped when she was running out.. okay, whatever. i think many people also wanna know.

OKAY. done, bye!

2009-01-04T00:28:00.003+08:00

hey!

School has started for many people eh, but i'm still at home slacking. i should seriously start going out to find a job now. and start saving money for a trip to somewhere, probably Hongkong or Taiwan to shop!

anyway, i went to catch YES MAN and i thought the movie was pretty alright. i mean it's one of the better comedies that i've watched this far. i can really laugh during certain parts of the movie. and the funny thing was i watched the movie at 11.55pm late at night. and this girl beside me was actually watching the movie alone. that wasnt funny la, the funny part was that she was laughing real loud, like really loud. maybe she has fallen out of love and she's turning to a comedy to heal the pain? HAHA okay, that was my own imagination.

Oh ya. and i went out the whole day to shop today. and YES, i've finished buying all my CNY clothes. okay, i'm not being kiasu here but cos i just happened to go shopping and the clothes were considered appropriate for me so just buy it straight away. and the good thing about buying earlier is that you dont have to fret over what to wear when CNY is really approaching and do some last min shopping and (maybe) having to squeeze with many people. So, faster go shop for your clothes!

i must mention this. i just got my nintendo ds lite for free. HAHA okay, now it's time to envy me. it was a x'mas gift from my sis' bf. But so far there's only like a few games inside and i'm sick of that few games. And i'm going over to jh hse to 'kope' games from her tmr.

OKAY. my sis is watching wall-e behind me now, shall go and join them.
cya!

2009-01-01T14:39:00.003+08:00

Happy 2009!

yes, a brand new year is here and everything starts afresh from now!

first hope of the year will of course be good-enough alvl results for me to enter uni. and what follows after will be good health for myself, family and friends around. and there's still more but shall not go into details now because i'm going out soon! shall have a proper update on my resolutions in the next entry.

pf came to my hse last night and i swear my sis was so damn high that she kept singing to the songs of zhanghuimei and dancing like crazy. but yes, it was really good entertainment for us though. LOL, it was really funny la. should have recorded down.

meanwhile, gonna go prepare for a bbq session later. heh
cya!

2008-12-31T10:35:00.002+08:00

it's 31st today!

How are you gonna spend this last day of 2008?
i'm staying at home to countdown with pf and my family. actually, i prefer it this way as compared to squeezing with people in town or something. maybe i don like to be in the middle of a large crowd. it's so stuffy and imagine the person infront of you... okay, i leave it to your own creativity and imagination.

anyway, i managed to catch up with jienwai like only yesterday. i think it's been more than months since we last talked over msn and it's been 2years since i last saw him. the last time i saw him was when we were collecting our results for o's. now, that's really long time ago! haha
but it was great to be able to chat with him, he's like some long-lost friend of mine lik that. in class, he used to sit infront of me so we always crap a lot.
after awhile, pf, jw and me were talking together den and i swear the conversation was really funny. We were mentioning about crazy frog and jw very randomly just told us that he hasnt grew any taller this 2years and i find it real funny. also i'm happy for him that he's attached now, congrats jw! Hope you have the sweetest r/s ever and stay happy and humorous always okay!

As for now, the day is still young and i woke up to find out that everyone is out. my sis went to work and my parents nowhere to be found. So, i have to find something to occupy myself too. i think it's time for me to sit down and list down my new year resolutions. i'm a very organized person, i need things to be organized systematically if not, chaos!

alright, [advanced] happy new year to all. may the new year ahead be filled with more warmth and fun. happy 2009! =D

random: no recession, please? -.-

2008-12-30T10:59:00.007+08:00

just 1 more day and we'll be counting down to the new year!!

2008 has indeed been a very fulfilling and somewhat kind-of-a-too-fast year for me.
basically, everything below marks my 2008..

`survived through and successfully graduated from yjc
`completed a's which i thought i wouldnt be able to handle
`better control of my emotions and temper infront of my family
`build stronger friendship between friends
`more self-disciplined
`learnt to stick to my own decisions
`treasure my family and friends that i've been blessed with
well, 2008 is filled with both happy and sad things. but i believe because of it, i've learnt to be a stronger person. i'm hoping 2009 will be even better and i'm looking forward to it.

oh ya, my mum asked jh and pf over for dinner yesterday and she made yong tau fu(watever) and i stuffed myself with a little too much food that i was so full. and as usual, i always enjoyed the company of them because they really are my source of laughter, in a good way of course. and today, jh is going off to (i think she already reached) penang when she is suppose to be in school now and she even got a test tmr! nice one ah jh~

not trying to be emo here but seriously, i've finally realised that we can have many many friends, a few dozen friends in our life. but we only need a few as best friends, a few that i can turn towards and depend on in times of need. and yes, i'm glad that i have that few now and i'm really contended with it. 所谓知足常乐。
anw i found this quote online and yes, it really brings out my thoughts.

"Happiness is time spent with friends and looking foward to sharing time with them again."

as we move on to 2009, let's reflect upon 2008 and what could have been done to make it a better one and not repeat them again in 2009. the same goes for myself too!
okay, this is very random. i realised that as i grow up, i tend to think more of the future because i know that my mum is ageing faster as i see more and more white hair and that it's time to switch our roles. my turn to take care of her and do more household chores instead of leaving it to her and only do so when i'm asked to. so, that's the first thing for me to work on in 2009!

i don know how i'm gonna spend my last day of 2008 yet but of course, with loved ones! and pf, if you're seeing this.. let's discuss some plans for tmr's countdown okay!
CYA!

2008-12-26T12:10:00.002+08:00

yohoo! this is like my 200th post, finally!

Haha. anyway, this year's celebration for christmas was really nothing much compared to the past ever since i was a child. there wasnt any christmas tree at my grandma house anymore and no more turkey and good food to eat now. i remember every christmas, when we were still young, we will be very eager to receive our presents and open it on the spot. and we used to play games too. but now that we've grown up, we tend to have more plans with friends instead. but really, nothing beats a good celebration with cousins.

So, one of our cousin xh still tried to organise a stayover but end up most have plans for next day so it failed. but xh, i believe that no one was mad at you at all. it's really not that serious. still, thanks for the effort in trying to organise something for all of us ya? maybe we could get together during new year's eve, like we did for last year. i still remember us drinking a little alcohol at my house! =D

okay! i'm very tired now, slept at like 4+ yesterday and got disturbed at 11, when i haven even had enough of sleep yet. because my mum was watching sone opera show on tv. (-.-)
my throat is in a very serious situation now, like i'm going to become mute anytime. i can feel the heat within and the pain when i swallow my saliva. kk, gtg.bye!

2008-12-25T16:31:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!

okay. no more diarrhoea and headache but i've sore throat now. everyone in my family is falling sick and that's so bad!

anyway, had a good meal yesterday at pf's hse. the steamboat was great! thanks pf! but a pity that i couldnt stayover last night, next time then! i bet you all had a good time enjoying saw too, right! and don forget to organise some plans for new year countdown if you all are free!

okay! i'm gonna prepare for my x'mas now! So, cya!

2008-12-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

hello!

okay, i'm sick now and it feels so terrible. i've got diarrhoea and slight headache and i feel so restless and tired and no-energy! and tmr still going over pf's house for stayover! I hope that my diarrhoea stops by tmr if not i wont be able to go.

okay la. time to rest now! bye!

2008-12-20T11:40:00.004+08:00

yo!

weekends are finally here again. actually, it doesnt make a difference to me cos everyday is like sat and sun to me.
went to catch Twilight yesterday at cwp, i think the movie was nice except that some parts(few mins) kind of boring but overall it was good. i think it would be better if jh(sit beside me in theatre) didnt try to 'scare' me which failed badly and also her laughter. she kept laughing at the expressions of the vampire, but actually i also find it quite funny.
anyway, there are quite a number of new movies screening now. and i wanna watch YES MAN and bedtime stories! jh and pf, who can be my movie ka-kees!! faster ask me out to watch movies!!

and tmr's my grandmother's bday dinner, i bet i will be stuffing myself with good food again tmr. this is bad, i should go running like as soon as i can to lose those fats i've accumulated. and through painting of hse, it's one good way to lose those calories intake cos will tend to sweat a lot!

anyway, my hse painting should be finished by i think latest monday? my dad mixed blue with pink and got purple and decided to paint it at the rounded corners ytd but it looks really bad as he didnt mix it properly. so later, we're getting real purple paint without having to mix it which i believe will look far better than my father's own mixture. my house is really colourful now. there's pink, dark/sky blue, very light pink and very light purple, green and yellow! rainbow sia!

when we're done with the painting, den shall ask the girls over for a stayover and maybe have another steamboat(again!) if we have the cravings for steamboat. and i'll definitely be a better host than jh!! because when we went to jh hse for stayover 2 fridays ago, she left us in the room watching movies and she went to sleep! i thought we're suppose to TON, in the end only me and pf were awake throughout the whole night. SO! come to my house will be different, many things to do like watching the endless DVDs that my bro have, play uno-stacko(something new ok!) and play taboo, make sure that no one will fall asleep. So do look forward to coming my house, maybe we can count down to 2009 at my hse if possible!

speaking of counting down to 2009, i realised i haven made any new year resolutions yet. i did actually list down my resolutions for 2008 in my notebook which i have lost, but i believe most have got to do with studies. now that i'm temporarily not a student, i shall think of my resolutions for 2009.! everyone should start thinking about it too!!

:)

have fun!

2008-12-18T12:25:00.002+08:00

it's been ages since i last blogged. the rate that i'm blogging now(holiday) is far worst than during the exam period. i spend most of my time watching dramas and movies.

went to watch Ip man yesterday with my family. i think the show was quite nice, it's just like the huo yuan jia show. didnt wanna watch it at first cos i thought it wouldnt be nice, but still it wasnt a disappointment at all! =D

anyway, my house is now as good as new? i was busy helping with the painting at my house for the past 2weeks and till now, we still have not completed it yet. done with all the walls and ceilings now, just left with the round corners which my father wanted it to be in a different colour and he still haven got the paint yet! but i think it will be done by this weekend(hopefully)! and i'll invite the girls over to view my 'new' house.

okay. nothing else to fill! bye!

2008-11-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

today marks the end of alevels for me, as well as my last day in yjc wearing the uniform! i believe the next time i step into yjc again will be the day i receive my results.

overall, a's was not as bad as i thought it would be like but it's still not easy. this will probably be my one and only comment about a's!

actually, the excitement is really there! i'm finally done with it and i can really chuck all my notes away in one corner and start enjoying myself now. to be honest, i haven plan what to do for this really long holiday but i know i will be enjoying myself for AT LEAST a month before i start working. yup, shall start working next year i guess.
putting that aside, what i'll be doing for the next few days will be dvd-marathon! i just bought like around 8dvds today and of which 3 are drama. so i'll have a good time watching all the dvds ALL DAY!
and i'm inviting the girls over to my house this friday for steamboat! i'm so excited about it and cant wait for the infinite fun that i foresee we will have on friday. FASTER COME FRIDAY!
i finally packed all my notes and clear my study table today. and my room is finally NEAT now compared to the past one month whereby my notes are everywhere in the room. HAHA i spent like 3 hours cleaning up you know. and i feel so good!

going for dental check-up tmr. been 5months since i last visited a dentist to check my teeth! but i believe not many people will bother to go for dental check-up even though we're advised to go at least once a year. Soo, faster go to your nearest dental clinic for a check-up to ensure that your teeth is healthy if you haven been to one for ages(years!). =D

it's time for me to start my dvd-marathon now! BYE!

2008-10-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

hello!
i think using like 10mins of my time to blog is a way to relax.

anyway, i'm pretty satisfied with myself today. because i really make full use of the day and really spend hours at the study table without getting distracted today. self-discipline.

i think watching movie is a good way to temporarily, channel your stress to miles away when one is like so freaking stress up. just watching the movie for that 2hours will allow me to concentrate harder when i'm back at home. yeah, and i realised i've been doing that like on a weekly basis since like 3weeks ago. went to watch high school musical 3:senior year yesterday with pf & jh+her cousin and i have to admit that it's quite boring at certain parts laa. but well overall it was still okay. it's just like the first 2parts, just that the songs were new.

oh! and i must mention this! me and pf were looking for seats at the foodcourt and just nice a couple were leaving so we thought like we finally got our seats. but just then, 2 kids dashed out all of a sudden and they managed to grab the seat before pf did. right in front of pf!! it was damn funny, pf was like being bullied by 2kids!

OKAYY!! time's up! it's time for me to get back on track now.
JUST ONE MORE WEEK TO A'S! AND 4 MORE WEEKS TO THE END!

2008-10-23T00:17:00.002+08:00

i guess i should be sleeping at this point of time, what's more i still need to go back to school for extra lessons(consultations) tmr.

seriously, time is passing by very fast. just 9more days and ta da, alevel will be here. actually, i'm kind of looking forward to it which i have no idea why. maybe because i cant wait for the day 18th nov(my last paper) to arrive and i swear i'm so damn looking forward to it. everybody is.

in fact, judging at the amount of effort i've put in so far. i think i can say that i won't have any regrets whatever the results may turn out to be. everyone in my family will be my witness. they've witness the amount of hardwork i've put in and i know i wont disappoint them. and i even told my mum to prepare for any worse outcomes(choy choy!) and she told me, just try my best. with that being said, i feel less stressful and hopefully, i'll let my mum be proud of me!

i hope that i'll be able to keep up with the momentum for the remaining days left. no i must, it's not an option for me at all. well, since it's just that few days left.. i guess that is all i can do. all these will end soon(less than a month), so let's all endure this hardship and 'enjoy' the process as much as we can. nothing much to enjoy out of mugging though, but since we have to mug so we might as well make the best out of it. we can all do it !!

time to sleep! stay strong people & once again, all the best! xD

2008-10-03T18:05:00.005+08:00

hello all.

the last time i updated was ages ago and this should probably be my last time updating till a's are over. yup, just one more month!

anyway, today marks the official last day of school and congrats to all of us for graduating from yjc. today's graduation day was simply awesome. i still can't believe that i've spent 1year+ in yjc and that i've graduated today. time really flies. i'm now a graduate from yjc! just look at this!

didnt had the opportunity to thank everyone just now but really, i thank each and every tutor that has guided me along during my stay in yj. and thanks 218 for the really great times in lessons, for bringing so much laughter into the kind-of-boring lessons. xD

also..

mr ng for his patience towards the class. i really haven seen him getting angry at all, in my entire 2years as his student. =D

mr heng for the really wonderful gp lessons and endless laughter during gp, and of course not forgetting all the effort you have put in to come up with so much notes for us. "die die must know, die die must memorise", i die die also will memorise all your notes and hopefully, score well for gp! xD

and ms yeo for her motivation during lessons or consultations. enabling me to not give up on geog which i almost did and little words she said, did had quite an impact on me. and for that, i promise i will work hard for geog and do well even though geog and gp papers are on the same day! thanks!

after today, i felt even more inspired to work harder and do well for a's. because after listening to the song mdm koh dedicated for us, it really had me thinking. and i know that i'm here because i wanna go uni. everyone should be equally motivated like me now i guess. so work hard!

lastly, all the best to everyone especially all in 218, work hard and we'll ace a's together!

she inspired me to work hard. thanks ms yeo!

it's my pleasure to be your student. :)

i'll miss the times in yjc. =D

ALL THE BEST!!!

2008-09-14T13:41:00.002+08:00

hello.

everyday has been very much the same, it's just more fys and more papers to do.
time is running out, i really know that. but somehow i still fail to keep track of it and i let it slip by every now and then. 45more days and i hasn't been really serious, i feel so guilty now.

to say that i'm not affected by my prelim results which were disastrous, i'll be deceiving myself and everyone else. it's kind of demoralizing and yeah, it's affecting my mood and i know it's my fault for not doing enough. but i really put in more effort than before but my results show otherwise. perhaps this isnt where i should be. but anyway, now is not the time for me to give up cos it's not an option for me. soo, after the principal's talk on fri. i know it's time for me to look and move ahead. No point crying over spilled milk cos it aint gonna change anything at this moment. So, move on!

i still deeply and strongly believe in this quote i saw in the past.
"FAILURE is SUCCESS if you LEARN from it"
failure = prelim, success = learn from all the mistakes i've made for this prelim and work on it. this is so applicable to me and as i study now, i'll always be reminded of it and get up from where i fall. everyone else who's working hard for a's, let's endure this 1mth+ and we can enjoy the holidays with a guilt-free mood!

so instead of complaining and more complaining, i shall act on it. jiayou!

bye!

2008-08-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

hello.

i'm back again, surprisingly.
anyway, didnt go back to wrss this year for teacher's day. had 2e3 mini gathering instead, mini because only a few could make it. but it was still great. we went to catch wall-e due to sili's desire to watch it and after which they came to my hse downstairs to play badminton. it's been more than a year since we come together to play badminton so of course it was fun!
after badminton, they came to my house to chit-chat and watch movie and we mahjong-ed too. AND lucky us, we got our sili to cook dinner for us. at my house should be i cook right, but too bad i don know how to cook la. HAHA but hey sili, the dinner was nice, thanks for your so lovely dinner. so at my hse, some were jus watchin tv while some played mahjong. great day!
like what jt said, i had the same thinking as her. this is gonna sound a little emo but it's very true. it's only with them do i really get to laugh out loud without any reservations and just laugh without having to care about anything. so, yesterday had been a greating lol-ing day and i totally love it ! Thanks for the great day, people. i love it so much!

AND today, i went town with my sis and watched 4bia at cine. this is one horror show that is worth watching at the cinema besides shutter. it's 4 different horror stories of 4 different groups of people and i swear it's really horrifying okay. i used to be able to watch horror shows without having to cover my eyes but i wasnt able to in this show. the sound effect together with the scene was just so well plan that it will really scare you. and during the show, i think most people in the cinema were screaming during the scary parts. Soo, go and catch it if you wanna watch a good horror movie at cinema. i'll give 4/5 for this movie. =D
after the movie, we headed over to taka for the mooncake fair and it was really packed. it's so hard to get from one booth to another but that's the way it's suppose to be right, squeezing with people! LOL so we bought about $300+ worth of mooncake from a few which are quite nice. so say if you like durian or any snow skin ones, four season and the regent hotel ones are not bad. and for those traditional ones, we got from Shangri-La which we do so every year cos can mix different types in a box. but there're lots of choices there so can make your way down if you wanna buy some mooncakes.

which meant that i spent my sat not revising again. NO I DID. i woke up early in the morning to do my physics hmwk. and i am going to continue on doing my physics hmwk right after this! i must compensate for the time i spent on going out today. bball session with them tmr, time to exercise! GDBYE!

2008-08-26T17:17:00.002+08:00

hello.

i've been missing for quite some time, dont really have anything much to blog about since it's more or less mugging every now and then.

anyway, prelims are over which means that a's are coming real soon. just 2 more months and it'll be here and i'm be freed from all the notes and tys i see everyday. but this prelim really serve as a good wakeup call for me. only through this prelim did i realise that i still have quite a load to catch up, my concepts were basically, not really there. and i always got stunned by the qns i see during the paper. lack of exposure to qns which is in another words, lack of practice!

but no worries, 2 months left and i shall make the best out of it! today's paper was the last and so i shall spend the rest of today slacking though i dont really deserve this rest. =D like the quote i always heard from tv shows or friends, "休息是为了走跟长远的路" -"resting is so that i can progress further" - direct translation so it kind of sounds wrong but the idea is there la ah.

this friday is teachers' day celebration and i don know if i'm going back to wrss and what time will yjc's celebration end. kind of hard to arrange to meet friends to go back eh. perhaps i should ask them out to meet for dinner instead cos i think we haven meet for like 2weeks already and i swear it's been AGES since i last saw LJT, more than a month i think. Soo girls, try to meet up asap before the ijc ppl start mugging for their prelims and it'll be hard to get them out!

ohya. though this is like really very belated but still, congrats to Team Singapore for achieving the silver medal in the 29th Olympics and break the 48 year record of not getting any Olympic medal. Also, this year Olympic was really a blast. the opening and closing ceremony was really eye-opening and the main thing is still the games. i was so distracted by the games that i couldnt focus on my studies. LOL but all the sports were real nice and exciting la, esp swimming gymnastics volleyball badminton etc. but am glad that it only lasted for 16days if not i don know how am i going to study! haha. and i'm so looking forward to the next Olympic in London! xD

okok. enough of blogging! shall get to dinner now. BYE! take care people!

2008-08-07T21:05:00.003+08:00

hello!

it's been awhile since i last blogged. well, i dont have much stuff to update on also. cos it's more or less just mugging everyday, not interesting at all.

okay. currently, we are having our one week study break in preparation for our prelim which is starting next tuesday. we are one of the earliest jc to have our prelim so fast can. but i think it's good in a way also. it may/will serve as a good wake up call for me. actually, i've already start to feel the tension now. just that i wanted something more impactful so that i can be fully awake.

and my house just got a new tv which makes me so attracted to the tv every now and then that i mug and watch tv at the same time. i know this isnt effective studying at all. so, i will stop stop STOP that habit of mine and start studying in my own room instead of studying in the living room and get so distracted by the tv. furthermore, Olymipc 2008 is starting tmr.. how can i miss such a great event that like only once every 4years. So, i will still watch olympic but i will study more to compensate for what i watched. LOL doesnt make sense at all. nvm.

anyway, advanced happy national day to all. =D
HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! i love Singapore!

2008-07-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

hello people!

yes, I'm back again.

okay, i am currently using a new internet explorer known as safari and the loading speed is relatively fast man! and it will even help me to correct any spelling mistake when I'm blogging. isn't it like so cool.! =D

anyway, the school arranged this stress management lesson for the j2 students and it was pretty redundant. in fact, we do have the basic knowledge on how to cope with stress but it's just that it's not easy to really handle it especially when we're under really stressed conditions. but anyway, it's part of the school's way of helping us.. so, must appreciate. =x

OKAY and i actually fell down in school today while walking and it was really painful at that moment. but i didn't really bother about it. but when i came back home today, i realized my right knee is like so swollen. but i haven't apply any medicine on it yet, shall do it tmr.

tmr going to njc for mass movement talk. woohoo~ can take the math mock paper1 on another day instead. but tmr will be a long long day. zzz

going off now. bye!

2008-07-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

hello!
my ASP(afternoon special prog) officially started today and it was really hell. i mean, we have to go through 3hrs of late afternoon lesson which is too much for us to absorb. halfway through the programme, everyone was already quite restless. but the school had this programme for years already, so if they think it'll work, then i just hope it really works for me.

anyway, everyone will be very busy for the next few weeks i think. soo, do take care of yourself while mugging for a's okay!! and i really miss you girls a lot, it's been like 2weeks since i last saw you people? let's meet up soon for just even a simple meal ok! =D

bye!

2008-07-09T16:51:00.004+08:00

thanks for the much needed encouragements.
i've learnt to move on from here and shall work harder this time round.

anyway, i had a very serious quarrel with my sis like the day before. and i was kind of(very) pissed off and just scream back at her and slam my room door and went to sleep. and since then, i have neither see her face to face nor did i talk to her at all. and i just don feel like even talking to anyone in my family now. it's like i isolate myself from them and lock myself in the room to watch tv or to study. well, i don really bother about them now also.

moving on from what made my day bad. anyway, we learnt thai boxing on tuesday for pe lesson! the sch actually invited trainers to teach us thai boxing, which is kind of funny. but anyhow, it was just a few punching and kicking techniques. but something different from playing games etc is kind of interesting also. besides it's the one and only no-notes-involved lesson, every other lesson is spent revising for prelims so nothing interesting..

i was browsing through my emails just now and i came upon this quite interesting email. and i shall end my update with it! xD

title of the email: Excuses for a student not to study.

It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because one year ONLY has 365 days.

Typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) means 30days.
Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.

8. quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0 " How can a student pass ?????"

bye!

2008-07-07T01:33:00.004+08:00

pardon my emo-ness. skip it if you hate emo-ing.

unhappy is my current state of mood
i feel so lost and i somehow lost my determination & perseverance
i dont wanna disappoint anyone, esp my family
i hate myself for being such a sucker in studies
chase me off when you see me online
i should be studying instead
look at my results, it suck big time
but it's a good wake up call

give me the motivation i need
i need all your encouragements
give me that drive to work hard again
i need it back, badly
to once again, get up from where i fall and try again.
i'm not a loser and i'm not so easily defeated
words aint gonna bring me down,
it will only make me stronger

i need everything mentioned below:
motivation
encouragements
drive to work hard
date me out to study
help in studies, esp math.

stand by me while i fight this battle
i will win this battle, with glory.

2008-06-29T18:38:00.002+08:00

hello!
school is officially starting tmr and we are back to the days of lectures and tutorials. and sad to say, we will still be using the old timetable which means that.. the earliest we can go home will still be 3pm. zzz but youth day holiday is coming soon!

anyway, blocks are over and every paper was simply, killer. and this was in fact, worst than term2's blocks man! it was really bad i suppose. whatever, it's over.

on a lighter note, i went to watch zohan and wanted for during the past week. and zohan was seriously, hilarious i tell you. jh and me was like laughing and laughing through out the whole movie while pf was not very amused by the zohan. LOL overall, it's a good movie if you need some laughter, as in really some laughing out loud den you should go and catch it.
the next movie that i watched was wanted. and it was pretty alright, especially when there's such a pretty babe in the movie and thou i don really find the male lead that attractive, it's still a nice movie. i shall not be a spoiler since i believe most people haven watch it yet.

and i remembering telling myself that i will start my revision for prelims as from tmr onwards. i hope i can stick to my own promise and of course, stay away from all the temptations that comes along my way. jiayou!

lastly, all the best to those who are still having their papers. love LOVE all my friends!

2008-06-26T21:45:00.005+08:00

HELLO!
yes people, i'm officially 18 since yesterday!
but sad to say, my birthday was spent at home, locked up in the room and mugging for today's math paper. and the paper turn out to be very disastrous! but it's over, so i shall get on with it and start mugging for prelims, probably from next week onwards. =D

anyway, shall make use of this blog entry to thankss everyone's well wishes and bday greetings. simple words yet it means so much even when it's just that few words of "happy birthday". yup, heartfelt thanks to everyone, especially my sister and her bf for all the presents which i believe, cost a lot. but thankyou!

and for my girls, thankyou for remembering my special day and thanks to jiatian and jiahui lor. don even bother to wish me! anyway, 5years+ of friendship and still going strong! we still got more 5years to come okay! for sili and peifen, let's work hard together alright. it's just few more months to go and we'll be free from all these torture! love you girls!

and not forgetting my few cousins too! thanks people!

lastly, this is especially for my bestest weiqi. thanks for that email which really made my bad day turn out to be not so bad afterall. and despite the fact that we're both busy and doesnt have the time to catch up, i still think of you everytime i see my penguin before i sleep every night. and hope you'll be able to manage the kids better and don get bullied by them okay! and of course, stay happy always. the panda and the penguin will always be good friends. loveyou bb!

thankyou.

2008-06-20T01:39:00.004+08:00

hello!

there's really a lack of update from my blog mainly because i'm too lazy and have nothing interesting to blog about. it's 1.40am now and i'm blogging. lol cause i was doing some revision and got a little bored so decided to come and blog! xD

you know, i only start to feel the urgency to really sit down and study on the last week of holiday. and of course, it's too late for me to finish everything. well, but still i try my best to finish up as much as i can. i'm struggling with geog cos there's so much to study and i got no idea where to start from. zzz

and i watched quite a few movies past few weeks. namely kungfu panda, the incredible hulk and the happening. i kind of forget and not sure if i've missed out any others, most probably not. and of course the best out of the 3 will be the incredible hulk, for me. it was much more better than the 1st one and i think the hulk looks better this time round. =D and i just watched the happening with my family on tuesday night. cos out of a sudden, i got no idea what strucked my dad and he told us he wanna treat us to swensens(which is very rare) and he even wanna watched movie together. of course, we wouldnt wanna miss the free treat!
LOL but the movie was kind of a disappointment la. the movie was only about 80mins, which is even shorter than kungfu panda. and the whole movie just revolves around pple getting infected with this air-borne disease and end up, killing themselves due to the disease. and althou there was some kind of love in the movie, but overall i thought it was quite boring, just like any typical virus-infection movie. and of cos, more and more nice movies are coming up very soon. the next one i'll most probably be watching will be you don't mess with zohan, maybe get smart and of course, wanted! time to save $$ and go for movie marathon after blocks! xp

anyway, i shall get back to my revision. my goal today is to finish up one topic of geog and i will most probably be sleeping at 3 or 4am today. sigh, this is the 1st time i actually sacrifice my sleep for blocks! but fortunately, it's holiday otherwise i wont be doing this. zzz

goodnight folks!

2008-05-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

hello!
i've been missing for like more tha a month. i was either too busy or too lazy to even come online or to even on the comp. i realized i can make do without having to use the comp nowadays. i used to switch on the comp everyday just so that i can come online. but slowly, this habit of mine is dying off and yes, i'm so glad.

anyway, my life now aint much interesting. busy coping with school work, trying to catch up with all the homework and everything. mugging for upcoming block tests etc.

so for the past one month or so, i watched quite a no. of nice movies. i watched Doomsday, Made of honour, Indiana Jones and i just watched the Chronicles of narnia on wednesday. yup, i think i'll recommend Indiana jones and Narnia. generally, it's really nice and it's worth the price you pay, definitely! So, it's good to go for a nice movie when you need a break after hours of mugging!

thats all for today! have to go zzz now! =D

2008-04-25T20:41:00.002+08:00

hello!

i'm so gonna drop dead on the bed in another 30 mins or so. i've just had my badminton training and it was damn tiring laa, but i've started to love trainings so much cos of my juniors. some really funny and entertaining people which made those tiring and bored trainings more fun and time passes by very quickly.now, training is no longer a chore for me every fridays. in fact, i cant wait for every friday now!
but still, friday night is always very tiring. i don know why. mayb cos of the accmulated not-enough-sleep days over the week. soo, friday is always my self-declared only rest and no work day! xD

anyway, my ear seems to be recovering now and i'm so glad. but what's don seem to be quite good is that there seems to be a little bum still at the back. i don know if it's due to the opening or what. the bum never seem to disappear even though the opening has kind of closed up. whatever, shall wait for a few more days den see what happen to it.

i went to watched Doomsday yesterday. Haha, not a very good movie to me though. i went in with much expectations but it turn out to be kind of a disappointment. shall not spoil the show with my own opinions. but if you have plans to watch it, go ahead! and perhaps you will find it nice instead. hmm.. now is like the time for me to sleep already. i'm so damn tired i just wish to drop on the bed now. =D bye!

2008-04-20T16:10:00.002+08:00

hello!

weekend is ending and its another week of school! Sigh.. i'm so sleepy that i dont have the mood to do anything at all. plus i'm the only one at home, which adds on to the boredom and i just feel like sleeping my afternoon away. a pity i cant go to school without doing any hmwk! soo, shall finish all my hmwk within the next 2hrs so that i can rest earlier!

anyway, you know what! i had this very minor surgery to remove the cyst from the back of my ear. i went to the specialist yesterday and he said that no matter how much medicine i take, it will still be there. so his advice for me was to remove it thru' minor surgery. so i had the minor op, and now my wound is covered up. i cant expose it cos everywhere is filled with dust and so i cant afford to let bacteria attack my wound!
and the process was kind of pain, even though the doctor tried to pacify me by telling me i wont feel a thing. first he injected something on the swollen part and den he made a opening with a surgery knife i suppose. and den he start to "dig" out the cyst, i could feel the pain when he was doing that. and lastly, he kept squeezing and pressing onto the opening to let all the pus flow out and again, it was f*cking pain. and i was alone in there, so i could only clench my fist tightly while bearing the pain. and now, i suppose it's better already. but the opening still haven closed yet. sighh..
and it's so difficult for me to wash my hair now, have to wrap up my whole ear laa, troublesome right! and i don know how i'm gonna bath tmr morning. zzz cos for ytd and todae, my sis helped me to wrap up my ear cos the wound not suppose to touch water yet. so tmr morning, who's gonna help me!? nvm, there will be a way out. =D

i've spent 15 precious minutes typing out this entry. soo now, time for me to study!! =D

2008-04-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

hello!

weekend's here, finally! time to get my rest again. xD

anyway, bad news bad news! the cyst behind my ear dont seems to be recovering well though i'm taking medicine and applying cream etc. and sometimes after applying the cream, it will start to contract and den few hours later it will expand again. so its like the medicine is not really effective at all. So, my grandpa came just now and he immediately said that he will bring me to his friend(another doctor) tmr. and he say die also must cut the cyst open and do what's necessary. and honestly, i'm really very scare now okay. HAHA i scare of the pain, i scare of seeing the blood also. sigh.. this is so irritating. i never thought that this small little thing could turn out to be something this serious. sian, i really hope everything's gonna turn out fine tmr. bless me okay! =D

i'll update my condition again asap after tmr's visit to the doctor okay! hope i wont be referred to hospital for operation.. meanwhile, time to rest! =D bye!

2008-04-17T18:39:00.002+08:00

hello!

didnt update for quite long cos i dont use the comp as often as i do in the past. so, less computing and more mugging/slacking instead. and time flies~ this week being the 5th wk of the term. which also mean that the number of days to alvl has shorten and the fear is growing...

anyway, share my health condition with all of you. HAHA so this weird little thing grow behind my ear about 1month+ back and it seem to be getting bigger and even bigger. and it starts to get painful at times and whenever i pressed on it, pus and blood will start flowing out at an amazingly quite fast rate. so i went to see the doc on tues evening and get to know that it's actually cyst(if you know whats this, cos i don really know). haha. and in the end, i was given medicine to eat and also cream to apply for only 5days long. and if this thing doesnt go away in 5days time. i have to go back to the clinic and the doctor gonna refer me to the hospital for operation. it sounds serious but i'm doing fine now. the thing seem to be smaller in size now and i really hope it will disappear by sat. if not i don know what will happen to me. aiyoo...

ok la, i'm done sharing with what i wanna share today. HAHA seriously, i don know what to update on laa. so just something random lor! xD bye!

physics test tmr. =X

2008-04-07T18:10:00.002+08:00

hello!

i'm really tired now and i just wish to sleep now and through the night. but it's impossible cos i've got hmwk waiting for me to complete. today is only the start of the week and i seem to already have problem concentrating during lectures/tutorials. and to add on to the tiredness, we have math lecture tomorrow night. i got no idea how i'm gonna survive through the 2hours of math lecture at NIGHT. i'll probably just doze off during the lecture. zzz

anyway.. due to my negligence, i lost my adidas watch that my sis and her bf brought for me last year. the story goes like this... i went for badminton training on friday and i took off my watch so that it doesnt obstruct my wrist. so i happily left it on the stage and i just left it there without remembering that i actually left my watch there. so i just happily went home and the worst part is that, i only realized i lost it on sat night. how sad..
though the watch is not worth thousands, but there's a purpose behind why i got the watch. it was part of my sister's encouragement for me. and to think that i actually lost it. anyhow, i've already reported to the clerk in the office. and i really hope someone kind enough who found it will bring it to the general office since this wk is the KINDNESS MOVEMENT WEEK! haha. but no high hopes though, cos my gut feeling tells me that i wont be able to get it back. sad laa. but i lost that, my sis and her bf bought another one for me yesterday. haha! and i hope i wont lose it again.!!

hmm. tired multiply by infinity!!! i shall stop procrastinating and get back to what i'm suppose to be doing! bye!

2008-04-03T22:29:00.002+08:00

hello!

this week was probably one of the most tiring week ever since school started. i got no idea why, but i got really tired during lectures/tutorials. i just wish that i can doze off without anyone realizing it, but it's kind of impossible. good thing is tmr's friday and i can finally get a good rest during the weekends. =D

putting the sucky results aside, school has been pretty alright this week. but i think i've been slacking too much! i think i need to work doubly hard this wkend. endure!

and i finally bought the 2nd part of my <斗牛。要不要>!! i've waited for like so long for it, close to 2mths. and that's also the reason why i've been slacking for the past few days. i was like so engrossed in the show that i don't even feel like doing any other things. but still, i know how to set my priorities and of course i only watched it after completing hmwk. i didnt do any revision though! haha.

it's getting late and i shall go to sleep now! tmr is a super duper long day. school ends at 5.10 and badminton training till 7pm. i always spend my friday night sleeping till the next morning. this is how i tired i can get on fridays. xD

bye! weather been pretty hot these days, do drink more water and take care, my dearest friends!

2008-03-31T22:19:00.003+08:00

hello!

today mark the end of march 2008. well, nothing special actually. haha okay, i got no idea why i mentioned it also. anyway, tmr is april's fool day. ya, time to make fun of friends! =p

all of a sudden, i'm at a loss as to what i wanna say(type). somehow, i think that my life now is more of a routine or just a continuous cycle. everyday is just school home eat sleep and it's the same everyday. soo, you wouldnt wanna know more about my life cos it'll probably just bored you out.

so more random stuffs for the past few days..
i changed my spects again.
i had some pretty serious moodswing, but all is fine now.
i've slacked too much for the past one wk, ever since block test ended.
i haven accomplish anything much for the past one wk.
i had to write out something for the SGC and i realized i don know what's my strength and weakness pretty well.
i've been sleeping too much(?) zzz

OKAY! i know this post is seriously damn boring. but anyhow, i just feel like typing something in for no reason. bye!

2008-03-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

hellO!!!

alright, i shall keep this post short and sweet. anyway, i'm soo tired that i need to sleep soon! today was a long day and badminton training just made me more tired. today's the first day of the new coach of badminton and the training was rather alright. it's not as tough as those trainings back in wrss. haha.

yup, finally the wkends are here. i can really get a good rest during wkends. cos i can sleep all the way till 11+ without any worries. great! Also, not forgetting all the hmwk there is for the wkends. anyway, the alevel time-table is out of the seab website. check out the dates for your paper. and my last paper is on 18th nov, so i shall count down to that day! HAHA i think abit too far off laa. nvm.

too tired to continue on. i need to get my precious sleep. meeting pf tmr for our weekly meeting. it's good that i can study together with her plus catch up with each other on a weekly basis.

and to pf, hope you are alright! my ears are always free for you alright! =D

2008-03-26T21:55:00.004+08:00

hello!

i just have the urge to update but i'm loss at what to say now. for no reason, i don know why i feel so bad today. and no, it's definitely not because of results. i was just quite frustrated today(somehow) and upon reachin home and bathed today, i just locked myself in my room. and only step out when it was time for dinner. i could count that last than 10words were exchanged between my parents and me. it's just, nothing to say at times.

anyway, math results were as expected laa. my first U came waving to me early in the morning. yup, physics was alright. and gp was.. loss of words. perhaps the worst results i've got so far for compre.. nvm, work on it.

decided to start practising for math on a weekly basis. gonna have weekly dates with peifen every sat so that we can help each other out with math. perhaps studying together with friends will make mugging less of a chore, we should enjoy it in fact. yup!

life goes on.. live life to the fullest!

i hate myself for being emo at times, damn.i can get really frustrated out of nothing. this sucks!

2008-03-25T18:25:00.002+08:00

yohoo!

block test is over, like finally!
i'm so glad that it's over and finally can have a day of pure tv-ing without having to worry about what's with tmr! muahaha.
but on the darker side, i think my results gonna suck big time man. especially math. and for today's geog, it's like everything that i memorized didnt come out laa. then those that i just read through without really memorizing, it came out. how lucky can i be lor! nvm, it's over!

hmm.. tmr's the officially start of the new term. it's all about lectures and tutorials. sigh... AIYA!

pardon me for my one minute of emo-ness. i really feel that life's really fragile. only 2weeks ago, one of my relative passed away due to the terminal stage of cancer. and just yesterday, my godfather's grandma passed away cos she's just old. so one went away due to cancer, and one went away just due to old age. life is really and totally unpredictable. as cliche as it might sound but i still wanna say this, really treasure every moment you have with people you love. live your life with no regrets! bye.

2008-03-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

managed to squeeze a little time out of my revision for geog to update! in fact, just wanna find an excuse and slack laa. haha! ok, so i've been trying so hard, really hard to memorize some of the what i feel is more important stuffs. and obviously, it isnt going on quite smoothly cos i realized that i fail to understand something. it's too late! zzz

so math was a shot-in-the-head kind of paper. it was not manageable despite the fact that i've practised so much during the holidays. but never mind, i shall not be demoralized by this paper. cos i think the one who set this paper wanna bring us down but no no, i wont fall into their trap! instead, i should continue on doing more math!!

soo, time for me to get back to mug! all the best to me, okay?! THANKS! HAHA bye!

2008-03-18T16:08:00.003+08:00

hello!

i'm back! and no no, my block test aint over yet. my last paper is on next tues! but tmr is chem and lit i think. soo, no school for me! but i gotta do and do and do lots of lots of lots of math qns! cos i swear math paper will drive me nuts on thursday. i don wanna suffer for the 3hours cos i don know how to do the qns. cos i did had a hard time passing the 3hours during the first block test. it's so torturing when u have to be inside for 3hrs and not knowin how to solve anything.

SO! 2 more papers left to go! math and geog! sigh sigh... atiqah can have 5days of fun cos her last paper is on thurs. so while she's having fun partying her time away, i'll be at home mugging for geog. how sad.. but good in a way that i have more time to study for geog and i wont do as bad as the previous time. =D

anyway, i found this really nice and meaningful poem online a year or 2 ago. and after reading it again yesterday, i found it really nice! SOO, being your good friend. i must share with you! HAHA if you find it meaningful oso, den good. if not, don leave any comments! HAHA. i found this one part that i highlighted one really meaningful.

ok, so i shall end off with the poem! ENJOY!

MOMENTS IN LIFE

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

2008-03-16T19:35:00.001+08:00

everyone must be busy mugging now.
cos block tests is commencing tmr!!
okay, i shall get moving now.

and lastly, goodluck to all for block test!
and not forgetting the lovely ones in ijc, jiayou!
218ians, all the best!

2008-03-15T20:22:00.003+08:00

hello!

okay, i shall make this a short and sweet post so that i can get back to mugging asap.

anyway, today is just like any other saturday except that this is one of a sat which i mugged the most. and my sis went out and it's like i'm a loner at home today. but at least i managed to study a little. am supposed to go for my granduncle's funeral who just passed away yesterday but i didnt go. cos my mom says that i should stay at home and study! so i should study more because of my absence at the funeral.

i salute this granduncle of mine. he fought with cancer for 10years which is something really great. his attitude we must learn, never give up trying. fight till the very end is what one should do when some illness strike you. so granduncle, rest in peace!

at the end of the day, all that i can say is that we should be mindful of our diet. it's very important to have a healthy diet and not forgetting, a healthy lifestyle! soo, get yourself work out if you haven been exercising for weeks/months/years! it's never too late to start leading a healthy lifestyle okay!

bye!

2008-03-13T20:04:00.003+08:00

HELLOO!!

for the past few days, it have been raining non stop. one good thing is that the weather is quite cool which makes one less frustrated when studying(for me) and also a good weather for dozing off from tiredness. so the bad thing is that i somehow find the weather so cooling to the extent that i really feel like sleeping and not wake up to study!

but even when the weather is so cooling everyday that i feel lik sleeping, block tests will still be next week. soo, i still have to carry on and mug! so far today, i've only touched math for the whole day and a little of physics in school. tmr another phy lesson and also having math consultation with mr ng after phy. i need to make some clarifications regarding vectors and complex numbers. hope it will get me to understand the chapters better. =)

anyway, i kind of had a serious breakdown last sunday night for i also don know why. perhaps i was too stressed out from my revision cos i couldnt manage integration that very day. i had serious problem with integration and my mum actually went to msia without informing us. which made me feel even more frustrated plus kind of sad that few days. so i was preparing to sleep but couldnt and so i thought of my math and my mum and suddenly i find myself crying. i didnt know i was so emo! HAHA but den once again, i believe that will be the first and the last time i break down! cos i shall conquer math now and make it my best subject!!

since the weather been pretty bad nowadays, do remember to bring an umbrella everywhere you go cos you wouldnt wanna walk under the rain and fall sick during the block test period ya! cos i walked under the rain today and i've been having headache ever since this afternoon. sian! okok, enough already! bye!

last but not least! i don know if you will see this but still i'll post. happy 19th birthday, khor yingzheng!!! one year older, grow up! and all the best for 2008 okay! =D

2008-03-12T20:04:00.002+08:00

hello!
i'm suppose to be studying now but.. i got myself a reason to slack and that is to update my blog! HAHA this is the only time whereby i can take my time and sit down to update my blog so i can do it everyday. and when school starts, i probably wont have the pleasure to sit down and recall about what happen on a daily basis. so i shall treasure the next few days i have! HAHA ok i think i'm starting to talk nonsenses... zzz

anyway, head back to school today for an hour of geog lesson. and the weather today was super good for sleeping laa. and this will spoil my mood for mugging you know! after the geog lesson, went to causeway to meet up with pf and had mac den ask her some math qns, in fact 2 only. HAHA cos she spent a long time trying to crack her brain for the 2qns. after that went cwp to walk about? den went to eat Breeks. lol. was damn full after that, SUPER FULL i think. to the extent that i don even feel like walking at all. so u shall imagine how full i was.

it's getting late. i shall go and mug and prepare for tmr's physics lesson. sad! bye!

2008-03-11T22:41:00.003+08:00

hello!!

this is my 160th post. ok, that was meant to be random.

anyway, my life now revolves around [math+geog +physics+econs]=mugging. i know laa, no life right. just mugging and more mugging. but block tests is one week away from now, i cant afford to get the results like i did for my first block test. i shall transform the 3U into Es and the one E shall remain as it is. i'm not asking for too much right?! especially looking at how much more effort i've put in for this block test compared to the previous one. =)

hmm.. and i'm going to school tmr for just ONE HOUR of lesson. haha okay, i shall not complain cos this make-up lesson will probably get me closer to the E that i want for geog. and meeting pf after that to seek her help in maths! mygod, i really have a hard time revising for math today. i was struggling with integration and DE most of the time. i'm so dead.

presenting my dearest class, CTG 218.

ok i posted this pic because we took this photo during one of the most rare GP lessons i ever had so far in yjc. LOL we actually had our GP lesson at the grandstand which was something new, really new! and yeah. to all 218ians, let's try our best for this coming block test ya!

on a more random note, 230days to alevels! CHEERS!

2008-03-09T21:43:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

finally i can get to sleep later than usual on a sunday night. =D

anyway, jh and sili came over to sleepover yesterday night. yup! it has been ages since they came to my hse to stayover, close to 2years since the last time. a pity pf ph and jt wasnt here to add on to the fun. we shall have more stayover after alevels ya!

so they came over and we watched tv prog, we chat, we ordered mac at 2am cos we were all hungry for i don know why also and we slept at about 4am till around 9. den we met ph for breakfast and we eat mac again! HAHA den after which went to cwp to bind my notes with the accompany of jh and ph, i didnt have to go alone. xD

after which i reached home, it's just purely mugging and more mugging. i tried revising integration just now for block test and i realized that i couldnt do many of the qns in the tys. i think i've seriously forgotten how to do integration. and i got sooo frustrated at one point that i just gave up and move on with vectors which was much more manageable cos we just learnt it not long ago. sigh, now i don know where to start from for intergration. i got so lost when i see the ⌠ sign. zzz

ohya, my mom actually did something which was very rebellious and i foresee that my hse gonna have another internal war which sigh, sucks big time. ah whatever. okay! time to go back to my favourite mr math again. he's asking me to go back and love him. LOL bye!

2008-03-08T18:21:00.002+08:00

hello!
so the long awaited one week holiday is finally here, finally for one week i will have sufficient sleep everyday! but still, my one week is kind of packed cos out of the 5days off excluding the weekends, have to go back for 4days. yup, extra lessons and i need some consultation as well.

early in the morning ytd we got back our results slip for term1 and mine was really horrible especially for math. i got double U for my math leh! and reading the comments given, somehow it got me to wake up from how i used to be. i shall STOP last min preparation for any future tests and i shall always try my best to finish up every tutorial qns that i can at home instead of rushing it in school during breaks. basically, that was what i've been doin for the past 1mth or so cos i lack the determination to keep myself awake at home and to stay away from all the distractions especially tv!

but at the start of the week, i don know what striked me and suddenly i found the drive and motivation to work hard. and for the past week, i think it was the first time that i really sat down after dinner to finish my math tutorial and revise for block tests. and after ytd, seeing how our seniors have done so well in their alevels, it kind of motivated me to study really hard and do equally well as them. now i've a montly revision schedule for myself so that i can follow it and not do anything cos i didnt make plans. this may sound really cliche, but i still believe strongly in this: one who fails to plan, plans to fail. so i've made plans to keep track of my revision!

anw, got back our results for alevel chinese and i got an A! i was quite surprised by it cos i dont do well for chi in sch and the bee passage that came out, my teacher didnt go thru with us at all. but i'm glad i managed to get an A. after gettin results, had about 20mins of lesson den went to causeway to meet up with jh to watch movie! it was about 1mth since i watched a movie. we wanted to watch meet the spartans but after it's after 7 and $10 lehh. so we settled for The Eye. for me, i think the movie was alright la. the really scary scenes were those 2 where the spirits rushed towards jessica alba. other than that, i wasnt really scared like how jh was. HAHA she were pressing on her ears most of the time and she was the only one who shouted in the whole movie theatre. HAHA after the movie, shop around and went home!

today, i finally packed all my worksheets and notes which have been on my room's floor for 2months. HAHA i spent like 2hrs arranging it according to different subjects and punching holes and filing all the tutorials in. and did a little of physics holi assignment, gonna finish everything by later. i felt so accomplished for the first time! =D

the second block test of the year is coming up, right away after holidays! YES! this time i will study hard for it and hopefully, not let myself down again. all the best to myself! and also PEIFEN, jiayou mugging for your blocks as well!! let's work hard together yeah!

lastly, for those mugging real hard now, it's always good to take a rest once in a while! BYE!

2008-03-04T18:32:00.002+08:00

hello!!
last week of sch before term1 end! though it's only a very short break of 1week, at least i dont have to wake up early in the morning for a week which mean that i wont be deprived of my precious sleep. but still have to go back to school on most days, mon thurs and fri. how sad! and after the 1wk break, the following week will be block test week! 1wk+ left to study for block test. i doubt that i can finish everything again. HAHA try my best!

and finished with napfa 5stations already. now that i'm left with is 2.4 run! i actually missed the silver timing by 15seconds! HAHA and for that 15secs, i have to run another 6rounds. sian! but i think the next test date will most probably be in may so i still have around 2mths to train for it.

also, this fri will be the release of alevel results. LOL we only getting chi results. hopefully i can at least get a C! yup. and i really should switch to super-serious mood now. must start studying already! time to hit the books, bye!

2008-02-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

hello!

changed of new blogskin cos there were some problems with the previous one. anyway, i've scored real badly for both math and physics weekly test. but it really serves as a very good wake up call for me. it's time for me to catch up.
and tuesday which was yesterday, had our 2.4km run for napfa test. HAHA and not surprisingly, i was at position 50 which was also the last for my group. but not sure of the timing, it was around 16+++ according to my stopwatch. and i don think my timing was within the silver timing so maybe i will have to rerun if i miss by that few seconds. SIGH and the 5stations are on this saturday and got no problem with the 5stations. all that i suck in is 2.4. zzz

hmm. the weather been pretty hot these few days. soo, have to drink more water and take less heaty food. if not it'll be very easy to fall sick. soo, all take care arr!! currently, i'm having a slight headache. mayb due to the very hot weather now. soo, i'll go and take a nap! xD BYE!

2008-02-21T16:07:00.002+08:00

hello!

today is thursday which means tmr is the last day of the wk! but it's a long day tmr, and to add on to that, we have phy SPA tmr and i've got badminton tmr. but looking at the positive side, wkends are coming! which meant that i can get back the sleep i've lost for this week. somehow, everyone seems to be really tired this week. must be due to the amount of hmwk we have everyday, it's only getting more and more. sigh!

anyway, i scored real badly for my math test which was on mon. this was probably one of the worst result i ever got for math and somehow i really regretted going out instead of mugging at home the day before the test. anyhow, it's over and perhaps i'll show mr ng some great improvement for term 2's block test which is like 3 weeks away from now. soo, i shall be a full-time mugger for the time-being. Soo, let's all work hard together and perform magic by turning all the U in term1 block test into E! i shall not straight away aim for A or B, a little too unrealistic for now. so so, work hard ya people!

before i start mugging at night later, i shall go get some rest to replenish my energy first. oh yaa, before i forget! if you happen to be reading, happy 18th birthday to you, weiqiang! hope what you wish for will come true and what you don wish for will never come. x)

2008-02-16T16:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
i finally got a good sleep after a week of too-busy-with cny visitings and school of course. basically, i've been sleeping for almost the whole day today. despite the fact that i've sleep for so long, i'm still very quite tired. for now, i have the urge to play mahjong! xD

oh yaa.
also, a big thank you to all who took the effort to get valentines/friendship day gifts for me. that's very sweet of all you and i appreciate all of it. thanks a lot, my dear friends.

math test on monday. mr ng says that if any of us do badly again, he'll start calling our parents. sigh. that cannot happen to me, please! i'll just try my best laa. damn sian-ed by the fact that he wanna call parents. zzz. and tues, visit to national musuem and the sch is leaving us there to go home ourselves.

going for house visiting tmr with 2e3, hopefully i'll make my mind to go. =D

2008-02-11T17:16:00.000+08:00

hello!

it's been quite long since i last updated right. even Chinese new year have arrived and it's already the start of the 2nd month of the year. anyway, hereby wishing all my friends happy chinese new year. this greeting came kind of late, but still it's filled with lots of love and sincerity.

after not blogging for so long, i'm kind of lost as to what to type in. LOL okk. anyway, this was the best CNY holiday for me so far. 5 straight days of not having to go to school and just enjoyed myself thoroughly. basically, just went house visitng and slacking at my grandparents' hse and taking many many photos and gambling. but this year, we have a new game aka as 大小. it's like those kind that you see in casino on tv. and it was really fun, better than blackjack. LOL yeah, i enjoyed myself the best this year! xD

and tonight, i'm having steamboat for dinner. yay! and my big bro is going back to jakarta tmr again. soo, another good dinner for him again before he goes back there again. and today taking our own family potrait again, so fun! =D

ok laa. i need to rush my hmwk already! bye!

2008-01-30T19:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
today shall not post a long entry cos i've got tons of work to do today. anyway, i screwed up my physics test yesterday. and my tutor returned us the paper and i got 10 out of 40. somehow, doing last min preparation for tests really prove that it's NOT effective at all. and after seeing my results, i really wanna sit down seriously and study everyday. goodluck to me!

last week, my geog lecturer showed us this video and i find it rather interesting and soo i wanted to share this video with all of you. so this video is about this guy named MR W aka MR WIND. and in this video, he's acting like the wind and go around disturbing people just like how wind disturbs u at times. ENJOY!

2008-01-28T18:33:00.000+08:00

hellO! this is my 150th post!

anyway, somehow i can only manage my blog once a week nowadays. was really busy with school stuffs. and CVD is over and i really enjoyed it a lot.
the sweat, the papadum, the nasi bryani and everything on sat was really fun. especially these kind of class thingy, it's really kind of bonding for the class. overall, it was fun though we incurred a loss due to the school's 70-30 policy. but but but, as long as it's fun, it's all worth it ya!

today! i got back my econs block test and finally i saw some light! HAHA i didnt get straight Us ok. i managed to get one E for this block test. and did i mention that i got an U for geog as well. LOL which meant that all my 3 h2 subjs got U and my one h1 subj got E. HAHA shld be the other way round lor! nvm la, over already. concentrate on what's coming up!

and... that is physics test tmr! soo, have to study already! CANNOT FAIL AGAIN! bye!

2008-01-23T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hello!

was too busy to update my blog nowadays. it seems like time is never enough for me to finish my hmwk and my sleep! that's quite random. LOL

hmm. i already managed to get 2Us for block test. sad to say, both are my h2 subj. phy & math. but i know of expected it too. Soo, i shall not be defeated by this block tests' results cos i know all will be equally bad. and before i know it, there wil be another physics test next coming tues. and another math CA2 on 18th feb. i got a BIG shock when i hear of another math test. another disaster. x(

currently, i'm sick! i got no idea why, but i started have the going-to-be-sick feeling yesterday after reaching home from some studyin session with pf and jt. and i feel soo giddy right now when i'm sitting up or walking. which means that i can only sleep all day long! and may not be going to school tmr. but, see how first la.

ohya, all the very best to all who are getting your Olevel results tmr!! especially to my dearest cousin, kyhong. and all the wrss juniors as well! whatever your results are, it's been decided and it cant be changed! So, goodluck eh! =D

2008-01-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

hello! (:
today is already thursday and i'm amazed how time really flies when we're in school. anyway, i heard some people already got back some of their block test results and it seems like everyone's bound to go for the sssp! so we're getting back our math results tmr and i know very well how my results will be like and i can see myself going for sssp already. and i can only pass this math paper if only someone perform magic or miracle for me. never mind about that, shall try harder again next time round. =D

tmr is a VERY LONG DAY. to add on to the already long day, i still have pe lesson in the noon and i cant imagine myself running in the track when it's 12+ in the afternoon. that's bad. and hopefully we'll be able to meet up with the girls tmr if i can just skip the chinatown trip with my sis. and by tmr, i have to complete the whole of math holiday assignment which i haven really touch at all. and the possiblity of me completing it is as good as 0.0000001%! HAHA nvm, hand in late lor!

okk, have to get going before my show starts! bye!

2008-01-16T14:22:00.001+08:00

hello everybody!

yeah. yesterday was the last day of block test for ME. and i swear my results are gonna suck big time! i actually used ONE day to study for math and geog, and i really couldnt do most of the qns. for math, i left about 4 qns completely blank and for geog, i just crap all my way through. physics was neither very good also, this is probably worst than promos. never mind, it's over!

miss tjh came to my house ytd to slack after my phy paper. and we really practically just keep talking or just watching movie. she came to return me some dvds and also to borrow more dvds to kill her time at home. den we watched battle royale in the comp, a show intro-ed by my gp tutor. just go youtube or crunchyroll to search for that movie if you're curious to know about the movie. it's a bit gross for some scenes, so remember to prepare pillow to cover your eyes! HAHA

and today, i got no school becos i got no paper! being such a filial daughter, i helped to sweep the floor and wash the dishes. my mum will love me so much. HAHA okk, rubbish. yes and hope to meet up with my girls soon. i mean really SOON okay! and so far i know, the busiest one of all seems to be kpf! HAHA quick arrange some time, at least before CNY! xD

last but not least!!!
i haven forgotten about you at all, weiqi bb! no matter how seldom we chat on msn, no matter how long i haven seen you. i still remember you and your very special day ok! (:
happy sweet 18th birthday, hope you stay happy always! loveyou!

2008-01-10T14:55:00.000+08:00

hello :)
today was the first day our term1 block test start and econs was my first paper. the paper was alright, quite similar to those case studies that we've done before. but due to some mental block just now, i realized that i've missed out quite a number of important points! hmm.. it's over anyway. Soo, currently left with Math and Geog on monday and Physics on tuesday! i really got no idea where to start from for geog, it's like too many stuffs to study on! sighness.. i shall just try my best!

anyway, had a very fulfilling meal last sunday at Prima Tower Revolving Restaurant cos it was my grandma's bday and of cos, enjoyed the meal especially with all the jokes and fun with my cousins! and finally, i've some photos of all my lovely cousins!

my lovely cousins!

with my grandma

andd. time for me to watch one episode of my 鬥牛.要不要 before i go study! x) BYE!

2008-01-06T09:10:00.000+08:00

hello!
the first weekend is going to end so soon! and tmr's just the first day of another new week and block test will be starting this thursday and i haven really studied anything so far yet. but but but, i still hope that i can at least get straight Es in this coming block test! xD

will be going for my grandma's birthday lunch later at -somewhere-. i heard it's located at harbourfront there or something. you know, the turning restuarant or whatever it's called. HAHA yeah, den my aunt actually went to book a coach so that everyone can go together rather than taking the mrt which will be quite troublesome since we've got so many people. and there's only 2 cars which cant possibly squeeze in 29 of us. HAHA yessss! so the coach will be coming at about 10.45 and i'm so looking forward to having fun, once again, with all my cousins!

after this gathering, i believe the next one will be chinese new year already. yay! my top favourite period of the year. putting the fact that we can get angbaos aside, i like cny because we get to eat many many good food and gather with family or friends to gamble a little and most importantly, we spend quality time together!

and and, i've finally take the time to sit down and think over carefully what shall my new year resolutions be! here it goes...
1. study real hard
2. survive through j2
3. score well for A's(if possible, ace it!)
4. live up to promises
5. be a more sociable person

out of all the 5 i've stated, 3 are studies related. that's the life of a j2 student, dont you agree?! LOL okk. shall go off and get ready for my upcoming fun! bye!

2008-01-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

hello!
it's weekend and i'm so glad!

anyway, sch was alright. nothing interesting though. and what kind of came as a shock to me today was the fact that my class rep dinie suddenly announced something which was kind of unexpected for me early in the morning. HAHA guess what he said?!!!

"Hey guys, i've got something to tell all of you. We are left with 299days to Alevels!".. So, i was quite shock to hear that, at the same time, i know it's time for me to buck up. no matter how unwilling i am to start studying or to even revise a little a day, i still have to do it. it's like it's either you start preparing for it now, or you'll end up getting shitty results at the end of the day. as for me, not wanting to waste this 2years of mine, i've decided to start my revision and start clarifying any doubts on all my j1 stuffs. kind of late now, but better than waiting till the very last month before A's! In the meanwhile, i'm kind of getting stressed up. especially when everyone around me is like soo damn hardworking and mugging their ass off day and night whereas i'm still not getting really serious yet. and to add up to it, block's test next week and i think i'm so dead. i don wanna go for ssp!!!
block test schedule.
07/01- GP
10/01 - econs
14/01 - math and Geog
15/01 - physics

once again, the school put the both killer paper on the same day. just like what happened in promos and now do i have to sacrifice one subject again?!! Seriously, both are equally important and i cant sacrifice any of the two! So, while i still have a few days left for me to mug. i shall make the best out of it. my life now more or less revolves around studies and school; school and studies! very no life right! i suppose this is how it should be in j2. stress plus more stress. whatever it is, we shall not get defeated by stress! jiayou!!

PEIFEN; hope you can cope with j2 life though it can be really stress at times and thus affecting our mood. remember to take a rest once in a while so that you can relax a little. no worries, i believe you can do it! just give me a call if you feel there's a need to relax! or get me on msn and i'll make you laugh like never before! xD

2008-01-03T16:36:00.000+08:00

hello!

second day of school, nothing special about it. just that i realized that lecturers like to call out names during lectures to get students to answer qns, and only j2 lecturers do that. had a change of econs lecturer and he's quite strict with the lecture group but he do know how to make us laugh at times. still, i prefer mrs tan as my lecturer plus tutor. a pity she choose to look after her child rather than working. hope i'll have a good econs tutor as well.

anyway, tmr is really a very LONG DAY! mygod laa, sch is ending at 5.10pm tmr and the best thing is that i have PE in the noon from 12.10 to 1.10. what a great weather for pe lesson! but i'm glad that j2's napfa is quite early, it's gonna start on 1st march. which also meant that i'm only left with 2months+ to train for my 2.4 and also meant that i'll not suffer for so long because pe is really a torture before napfa. especially now that i've somehow injured both my ankles and it's not really helping me in pe. zzz.

today, i've got lots of geog hmwk to be completed by tonight. fortunately, i've finished most of my essay and only left with 1 part of a qns. but stil got drq to complete. all of a sudden, i really kind of regret taking geog cos i realized there's so much to study for and my brain aint spacious enough to squeeze all the facts in. now, i don know how i'm gonna survive through studying for geog. before i get really tired and feel like sleeping, i shall start doing my work now! xD

BYE!

2008-01-02T17:19:00.000+08:00

hello! (:

i'm really so exhausted now.

anyways, today was the first day of school and it was alright. nothing special about it other than the fact that we're seniors now! muahaha! saw many pae students but didnt managed to see anyone from wrss. such a pity! HAHA oh, and the new principal somehow seems to like the college a lot and i always see her smiling whenever i see her. notice, it's a HER again. den her speech was like omg, damn boring. though i can see that she's trying to instill some values in us through her 3 stories but it's still a little boring to be listening to that early in the morning. and the moral of her speech was BAR. believe, act and review! See, i was paying attention to the speaker okay! model student!

just on the first day of school, i keep hearing tutors or lecturers mentioning about sitting for Alevel this year and it really got me kind of excited cos i cant believe that i'm taking A's this year! HAHA it just seems like i got into YJC only yesterday laa. once again, time flies. HAHA had a change of GP tutor, all other tutors remained the same. but i somehow have a feeling that our h1econs tutor will be changed to someone else. and the school is really the best, they already planned the schedule for our 3 terms of block test. there will be block test every term and 2 tests every week. WOAH! How am i going to survive in year 2?!! and the school even arranged for us to have conversational skills lesson whereby chinese students learn how to speak malay and vice versa. this is really useful for our A's man, can help us in getting straight 'A's lor! and next wk is the start of block test already. and i believe i will once again be a victim of SSSP!

also also! i've two tickets to YJC's carnival on the 26th JAN 2008! it'll be great if you have plans of coming to YJC, this is your chance to explore the REAL yjc. HAHA and i have to sell the tickets by then lor, if not i have to pay money on my own! total 24bucks leh! pls buy for me, i don wanna waste my own money and buy the ticket myself. LOL you can help me to ask if anyone wanna buy the tix, you are really helping me if you do so! HAHA thanks a lot!

i'm off to finish off my hmwk! first day of school already got hmwk! i'm really enjoying school life now man. zzz. bye!

2008-01-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

hello! (:
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

i guess i'm abit slow here in wishing all of you happy new year! anyway, yesterday's count down was awesome! went to my grandparents' hse in the evening to have dinner and i must admit it was really a very fulfilling meal. LOL after which rot there and den went over to causeway point at about 11.45 with my cousins, just in time for the countdown and not forgetting, the fireworks! the atmosphere there was really amazing, everyone was simply so high! and this was probably one of the most nice fireworks i've seen so far with my bare eyes! LOL after the countdown, went to causeway to catch Alien Vs Predator at 12.30am. and the theatre was packed with people laa! the show was alright, though it's a little too gross at times. rather bloody and disgusting especially when you see someone being skinned alive! HAHA but worth watching laa.

after the movie, they came to our house for a stayover. we bought some alcohol from 7-11 to celebrate the new year! yup! we didnt sleep at all throughout the whole night, had a movie marathon plus played some games so that we can 'punish' ourselves by drinking the alcohol. HAHA so they stayed here all the way till 9+ this morning den they went back and only then we went to sleep! and i only had about 4hours of sleep which was totally not enough and which explains how tired i am now!

today is the start of a new year. let's start everything from new and make this year better than the previous one!! tmr is also the first day of school, hope everything will go well from tmr onwards and everyday in school! jiayou for this new year!

2007-12-31T13:42:00.000+08:00

hello!! (:

today marks the last day of year 2007 and i'm at home trying to finish up all the hmwk left. never mind, i should have something on at night later! count down to 2008!

in short, year 2007 has been filled with ups and downs and it's not really smooth-sailing actually. everything was fine until i ended up in yjc, having to struggle with studies and just all the school-related stuffs. now that this year is coming to an end soon, i still don't look forward to year 2008 because i know it will be another even tough year. whatever it is, life still goes on and 2008 will still come. So, whatever unhappy things that you've encountered in 2007, let it stay there and move on to 2008 with a more positive attitude. So, smile happily and welcome 2008!

in advanced, happy new year 2008! may 2008 bring you more laughter than sorrows, more fun than boredom and more love than everr!

2007-12-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

hello!! anyway, i was suppose to update my blog on friday night when the connetion failed on me and i end up losing my entry! Soo, i shall recall everything and update again!

anyway, was back from 2e3`o4 chalet on friday. the chalet was fun though it get a little bored at times because pf and me were seeing red and so didnt had the mood to do many things. yup, but just the get together was already enough because seeing so many of us gathered together just for this chalet was already amazing enough. the class spirit that's been built ever since we were in sec school just somehow seems to remain there was is good! i shall not type out what happened in the chalet because that will probably take me the whole day if i were to type out all the details of the chalet. HAHA in short, it was fun and enjoyable even though there was seriously not enough space to sleep and i only had about 6hours of sleep during the whole chalet. but still, i enjoyed!

after the chalet, i guess everyone were just simply too tired and feel like going home to have a good and sweet sleep. but some very strong people like me,jh,sili and ph was really strong that they came to my house straight after the chalet and had a nice movie marathon. watched men of honour, yours mine and ours, and the guardian for like 6hours without stopping at all! HAHA while watching the guardian, some boys came over as well and we started playing blackjack with minimum bet of 10cents and i lost laa. HAHA den my mum cooked mee siam for us and everyone ate 1plate but i believe it wasnt enough so we went to 888 to eat kfc at 9pm. ate and reached home at about 10 and straight away i went to sleep! i'm surprised that i can hold on for so long without sleeping. but the minute i lie down on my bed, i fall asleep! imagine how tired i am okay!

yesterday, went to kbox with my sister. this is the first time i've been to kbox with my sister and it was great laa! we had a wonderful singing session and to our surprised, the staff did not come into our room to collect the money until we asked them to do so. LOL it was already 8+ and we were still singing happily when the package was suppose to end at 7. i think the staffs don't really bother because not many people, so they didnt chase us away! sooo good! after our kbox session, went to my grandparents' house to collect our x'mas presents cos we werent there when they celebrated x'mas. went there and sit around, played with my nephew and went back around 10+. once again, i was really tired and i just went home to sleep! HAHA.

and today! i woke up early in the morning at about 9+ and started doing my hmwk again. and i seriously hope that i'll be able to finish everything by today which should not be a problem if i get down to it right after i finish updating my blog! HAHA and yet again, i'm still very tired even up till this very minute because i still haven replenish the amount of sleep i've lost in the chalet! HAHA. but cannot cannot! i must finish all my hmwk asap cos sch's starting on wed! argh!!
but still, i'm looking forward to it cos i can the j1s! HAHA don know why, but i'm just looking forward to seeing the lost faces of j1s! LOL KIDDING, i was once a j1 kid okay. =D

anyway, hope you people like the present that i give if you know who i'm referring to! though it's not probably the best present you received this year, but still, i hope it's useful to you. i know la, it's the thought that counts! SOO, i know all of you will love it, right?! xD till next time, bye!

2007-12-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

yohoo!
today is the eve of Christmas and i'm so glad tmr is xmas! HAHA
ok, im abit too crappy. nvm.

anyway, past few days were indeed fulfilling. had so many activities until i nearly cannot take it due to too much fun. LOL so let me recall....

went for kbox-ing with the girls on friday afternoon. though the price was much more ex compared to non-festive season, but still i enjoyed myself. i mean, the company of them plus doing something which was so fun! had an excellent 5hours of singing/listening to them sing. after which went to causeway point to catch National Treasure: book of secrets with my siblings and my cousins. the movie was quite nice, it's still as thrilling and exciting as compared to the first one. enjoyed myself thoroughly.

den went to Malaysia on saturday again, and we went in late this time round. it was already close to dinner time when we reached there. again, this trip was purely just eating and eating. HAHA i think i've gained another kg or two this time. due to the fact that we've eaten more and eaten better quality of food. had the famous pontian wanton noodle and less than 30mins, went to a restuarant for dinner and they served 7 dishes man. and we just really stuff all the food into our mouths. were really very full after that, fuller than when eating steamboat. HAHA
my bros and his fren went for fishing in the middle of the night until morning. they took the speedboat to kelong for fishing and we cant go cos they say it's dangerous for girls to be in the middle of the sea at that kind of time so we stayed at the house to watch tv. lost a good opportunity to go out to sea to fish. LOL next time den.
we only came back home yesterday night. i reached home at about 12+ AM. was really very tired that i reached home without bathing, i just went straight to bed. HAHA and today's my grandma's death anni, 10 years since she left us. as we were folding the incense paper yesterday for today, it did brought back a lot of memories. she left us all of a sudden without any illness or symptons, and we just lost her like that. though i was only 7 when she passed away, i still remember how she used to dote on us whenever we went back. memories still fresh inside me. we didnt stay back to pray becos i need to finish my math assignment and my sis having sth on today so we cant stay back. but never mind, at least we did something meaningful for her the whole of yesterday's afternoon. (:

Soooo, 2e3's chalet is coming up on wednesday! yup, really looking forward to it. hope that it will be as fun as the chalets we had back then. this will probably be the last chalet we all will be having until A's are over next year! SO, let's enjoy ourselves THOROUGHLY during the chalet and work hard for year 2008.! and i'm so happy my mum is making poh pia tmr! YAY!

2007-12-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

yo! 19.12.2007 today.

been kind of busy for the past few days, going out sometimes if not staying at home just to complete all the hmwk left. so, let me recall what i've been doing for the past few days.

hmm. had a cousins' outing which was kind of enjoyable. even though it was just a simple eating out and watching a movie, i still enjoyed it very much. little things we do together, but great day out! also, went to sentosa 2times this few days. just for tanning. but i got no idea is it we were too lucky or what, the sun tends to hide behind the cloud most of the time. and end up, i didnt really got a good tanning session. yup, den went to underwater world as well just to take a look. it's been ages since i last went there and there were quite a number of new areas. oh ya, there's 30% off for all Singaporeans going to underwater world. if you think that the usual price if kind of unaffordable, this is a good time to go. cos adults tix only cost $13.90, it's quite cheap already laa. you get to see so many fishes! LOL

also, watched Alvin and the chipmunks with my cousins. the movie is seriously cute laa, especially when they are singing. super duper cute. and i've got the chipmunks album already, let me know if you want any of the chipmunks songs.

and sch is starting soon, exactly 2weeks from now. and i still haven complete my hmwk yet. BUT! i'm intending to chiong finish all my hmwk by this wk so that i can enjoy myself in 2e3's coming chalet. i've already finished three-quarter of the geog hmwk, only left with 2 more essays to write. and i suppose that i should be able to finish it by today. So, i'm only left with physics and math for the rest of this week. and i'm going to malaysia this sat as well, for my grandma's death anni. So, i think i will end up having to bring my hmwk over there as well. LOL hope my sista will be going as well, if not i'll end up rotting over there cos of boredom. ARGH

Enjoy the last 2weeks of holiday while you can and next year's gonna be one of a hell year for me and also for those in ijc. soo, enjoy more before going into war with your lecture notes and tutorials! bye!

[i cant wait for 2e3 chalet!!!!!]

2007-12-14T20:49:00.001+08:00

Hello :(

i come to update again. and you should noticed that un-smiley face beside my greeting. aiyahh.. don't wish to talk too much about it here, but still can ask me if you wanna know! i'm more than willing to share with you. but of cos it's bad news laa!

anyway, nothing much to update on. this post is more for me to vent my frustrations! bye!

well, this is not the first time that this kind of thing is happening. and all that i can do is really, nothing much! i experience it not one but i think 3times already. i really cant suspect anyone because all these will hurt each other and in the end, everything will still remain as it is. perhaps it was wrong of me to leave things there in the first place. i should have know better than to leave it there. DAMN!!!! i'm really super pissed off now. sad plus angry at the same time. come to think of it, i think that i'm really stupid. once bitten, twice shy. but i never learnt that lesson. fuck!!!!

2007-12-11T12:51:00.000+08:00

hello (:

i'm back from malaysia and i believe that i will definitely gain a kg or 2 because what we do over there was simply eating. but it get a little bored sometimes cos really nothing to do over there. and it was great to be back there, seeing all my cousins who have already grown up. i still can remember how young they were in the past. and i may be going back there again 2weeks from now cos it's my grandma's death anniversary. it's already the 11th year since she left all of us. and going back there really bring back memories of the past.

AND tmr is my dearest mom's birthday! we're gonna have steamboat at home. i think it's great cos it's been raining for the past few days and the weather is quite cold. So, having a steamboat is quite a good idea! very cosy also! HAHA ya, not sure what present to get for my mom. maybe share with my sis or something. =D and my 2nd bro bought the Usqueeze for my mom, the one that linzhiling advertise one. it's really very comfortable! though my bro bought it for my mom, but everyone at home is using it. good for our legs! LOL

may be going to watch golden compass at night later with pf and jh. but it's at 8.40, quite late but i think my dad will allow me to go laa. xD okk.. ! i got some pics frm msia but lazy to post it. will post it later or some other day! bye!

2007-12-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:

i was suppose to be doing my self-revision now as to prepare for next year's block test, but somehow i fall sick few days back and i spent most of my time lying on bed. seriously, really fall sick at the wrong time! So, i've kind of wasted my past 4days. never mind, now that i have a stronger immune system after recovering, i shall make good use of the next 3weeks to study!
So Sili was telling me that it's hard for her to start doing hmwk or studying, i think most of us will also encounter the same problem as her. afterall, we've spent close to 3weeks either slacking or watchin tv all day long. HAHA now it's hard to find back the momentum! SIGH... BUT whatever it is, jiayou!

Oh, and i'm going to Malaysia tmr. to the place where my mum was born and to the place where my mum spent her childhood days! YUP, my mum's hometown! LOL basically, i used to visit there many times in a year until my maternal grandparents passed away(like 10yrs ago) and so we rarely go over. it's been close to 2years since i last went over, really do miss the place a lot. though the environment there may be kind of polluted but it's really great to see all my relatives whom i didnt see for a long time.

Like peifen, i'm also looking forward to the next coming public holiday! and that's christmas! come to think of it, i've not really celebrated chirstmas with the girls at all. maybe we should try to get together and celebrate it one year! also, i'm very looking forward to 2e3's chalet which is on the 26th - 28th dec. i was telling my mum about the chalet the other day and she said that she dont allow me to go because school is starting and i have some test coming up. but i dont think that she will really forbid me to go and so i should be able to make it. =)

and my class next year will be changed to 218. i was in 119 this year and supposedly we should be in 219 next year but somehow one class infront disappeared and the whole of 119 became 218. HAHA never mind, 8 is a lucky number. good! also glad that no one changed class, everyone is still within the same class. cheers! and i've seen next year's time-table. ya, it's pretty alright. kind of better than j1's time-table, i dont know why also. i mean the earliest time we can go home is at 3+ which isnt so bad. and the latest is still 5.10. and for my individual PE slot, it's like from 12.10 to 1.10 laa. i think i will get cooked running in the track at a time when mr sunshine will be shining so brightly!

OK! that's all for now. meanwhile, for those who are still trying hard to get things(revision) started.. DONT GIVE UP EH! dont stress yourself too much, i believe you will find your momentum back!

2007-12-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

yohoo!
just when i wanted to start on my revision for next year's block test, i'm proud to announce that i'm sick! this is really such a coincidence. well, rest for 1more day so as to recover first.

anyway, went out with my bro who got back from aus today. i didnt see him for 2months, and he's still very much the same. HAHA like how can he change rite, maybe his angmoh gets a little better only. but i don think so. xD
SO, today we went for an activity that really need hell lots of patience. guess what?! we went for fishing at jurong lakeside! HAHA seriously, this is the first time i tried fishing and we got ZERO fish for like 5hours ok. that's why i said, if you have no patience, you cant go fishing
and if you wanna train your patience-lity, try fishing. HAHA it may work ok. LOL

soo today was a fruitless day cos i came back home with no fish at all. that's sad. but becos this is the first time i fish, i came to realize that afterall it's not that easy. especially when it comes to handling the fishing rod and stuffs. HAHA therefore, i really respect all fishermen out there.

HAHA so with a blink of your eyes, the last month of year 2007 has arrived. this year seem to pass really fast. and i believe that next year will be another tough and challenging year. whatever it is, endure!!! get over with it and life will be much better i hope. =)

and since i'm really quite sick now, i should be getting off to bed. though it seems to be quite early especially when i'm on holiday. HAHA nvm. nites!

2007-11-30T11:58:00.000+08:00

yohoo! back to update my blog once again and of cos, i always have good news to share. LOL

finally, after waiting for so long, there's gonna be a 2e3 chalet near the end of DEC.*YAY* . we were suppose to have one initially but there wasnt available slot but now there is, and there's even a school-holiday package. so... ta da~ we're having a chalet. LOL and i really look forward to it becos i know it'll be fun. x)

went to catch enchanted yesterday. the movie was quite nice, but this kind of fairytale will never exist in reality. LOL it's toooooooo unrealistic. but nonetheless, i still enjoyed the movie. den went to amk hub to shop a little while, bought some durian puffs den went back home. LOL i cant believe we all 3 brought durian-related food onto the train. HAHA

oh ya, and this sunday. i'm going to stjames power station for rainie's celebration party or something with my sister. x) xD cos she managed to got 2tix and soo, she's bringing me there. HOHO nice one. happy!

looking at the date now... NOV is really coming to an end. and i have to face the reality that DEC is the only month i'm left with to study for next year's block test which is on the 2nd wk of sch. SIAN. fortunately, i have something to look forward to while i'm studying. at least there's some kind of motivation there for me. Soo, hope i can survive through this one month. xD

-out

2007-11-27T11:34:00.000+08:00

woohoo! today is already the 27th of nov, not any special day though. HAHA but my 2nd bro who went to australia for training is now back home! and my house is gonna have a good feast tonight(i think so). Muahaha.

anyway, my house now works on a wireless network and so the connection tends to be a bit retarded at times. sometimes it might just lose connection or what and just making it wireless costs about $150. all in all, i still prefer using router cos it wont disconnect that easily. but whatever, as long as i can use the internet can already. LOL

So, i think i'm going out with pf tmr to study! HAHA. i think this is the first time in this holiday that i'm really getting serious in doing work, as in REALLY SERIOUS. LOL okk, i shall try hard to plan a kbox outing with the girls soon cos we've been saying about it before promos. and.... now already ages after promos already and we still haven get to go yet. sad ar... if possible, i wish can go tmr but kind of hard laa. HAHA ok. have to get going! xD